Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 5:20 AM
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Harlow, mood not very good larhs. idky. no mood to post anyways no one seem to care. no one will come to my blog. no one care to reads my blog. yes i dun care if got ppl reads my blog mah. bcuz a blog is jus to make me feel better. a good friend of mine. of cuz not forgetting tears. i found myself three good friends. not bad uh. i intro them to u all. 1) tears, accompany me when I'm lonely. she won't get angry even though i was with ppls & forgetting abt her. sumtyme she make me feel better. 2) wall, accompany me when i'm bored. a listening ear of mine. 3) bloggie, share my sadness,anger and happiness. kept my memories for me. these best friends they nv gotta the chance to leave me, they r aways there for me.i know wall cant understand human language but it always care to listen to me. my life had them so i'm NOT ALONE. i'm scare of being lonely. yes i do. i tried many ways to entertain myself. i tried many to keep myself high. i hate it. becuz all r jus acting. the faking smile. i dun wish to see it on my face.loner will always be a loner. i will use to it. living in fear. i hate being left alone. friends told me.. i wasn't left alone. but their action tells me that i'm being left behind. y everyone is lyk tat nowadays. maybe i'm jus too tiredbut i jus wake up from my sleep. the last msg sent. today. but one msg only. monday... a few. tuesday. none. wednesday. none.thursday one.my fone is dead with me. friends only msg me when they need me. why?making use of me is the reason y they was friend with me?or wad? i can't understand humans. even myself. being very moody. wadever. byes.Labels: 我希望我的王子快点出现。