my life my memories.

Bored,

2010-02-24T08:58:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
here to post since I'm free in the middle of the night.
Anyways,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
LOL.
after Chinese new year, had been looking for jobs.
well, not working for the previous company ordy.
i cant really post photos as my com is F___-ing lagg.
cant tahan the feeling of "begging" for job, so went to look up for an agent.
me and pi had tried our best, our BEST to fill in more than 5 forms.
every response is " we will contact u again, thank you."
my fone didn't even RING by whoever...
anyway, Alvin is nice :D
we r going for interview tmr intro by him.
wish me luck!
okay nth to post as i cant upload photoss.
nites..

Don't say my post short,,,,
i tell u a secret..
i love sim peiyi. :P
i miss andy chua. :D

long holi.

2010-01-26T17:29:00.000-08:00

HELLO living!!!
HEHHEH!!
I know where i'm going!!! :D
REPUBLIC POLY, NEW MEDIA! my 2nd choice.
win liao lorhs. regreted only when i recieve the msg.
but nvm, at least pi,wenting and shermine is going to the same poly as me.
:P y rp?
sian!
haha
okay right now,,
i'm enjoying my LOOOOOONNNNNG holiday!!
weeeeeeet U weeeeeeet! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i've only 5 mins to blog.
going to taka, work! =.=

wad i've done during holi..
eat, play, sleep and work.
HAHA!
i went to sentosa!! :D
tan tan.. LOl. skin peeling.
i want to go again!
lol.
beside work and sleep, the most tyme i spent is on movie!
i found out i had many movie tickets in my wallet.
HAHA!
anyways,
byes!!
update soon...
izzit alright with this?, anna?
dun complain.. =P

I'm tired.

2010-01-17T22:07:00.000-08:00

I'm tired.
累了. :(

A new year

2010-01-01T09:45:00.000-08:00

It's abit too late,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
:P
Heh..
wad should i do in 2010?
not sure,
thinking about it.
no mood to post anything,
just to say,
hating someone in new year, doesn't feel good.
LOL.
byes.

work work

2009-12-11T21:30:00.000-08:00

Back to blog again.

Anna's complaining. :P

I'm here to update alryte?

HAHA!

LOL.

actually, what should i blog abt?

ermmm,

yarhs have been busy working.

at GREAT WORLD CITY..

come come make a trip down!

Lol.i've nothing to update.

hmmm..

updated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH!-.-

i want back my long hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byes!

gotta reach work at 4pm

i'm fine.

2009-10-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

O's coming!!!!
i've no mood to post.
i haven upload the teachers photos to facebook.
i'm so sorry.
when i'm free. =P
well.. busy studying?
errr actually playing larhs. =P
life's boring. finally i got the chance to on com.
gotta do some reseach on art. so troublsome.
haha :P
well, no more lesson from now on.
i'll miss the noise that 4e3 made.
well, the 'last day' was really fulfilling.
HAHA! memorable. :D
rika's crab was so nice. HAHA.
LOl.
so sian,
i should studying ryte?
so boring. =.=
think i'm going to check mail now.
so ya byes~!

short hair,

2009-09-20T10:45:00.000-07:00

I'd a new haircut :D
i'm satisfied with it.
if sumone gotta say something, than.. u can say all u want.
wi's going to cut hair tmr too. :D
pi cut her fringe, i think it's cute :DD
*if ppl wanna say anything they want, it's ur mouth..
things is no one is going to care. so.. pity u
not trying to be attitude in my blog.
just a little unhappy about people who judge others people.
beauty is found in an eyes of beholder.
HAHA!
i'll update others foto next tyme.
hehheh.
well.. i'm getting to bed.
i still look panda. i mean my eyes.
i know panda is cuter. HAHA!

can spot the different?
pi and me. :D
wi and me. she haven cut her hair.
Slacking!
the key chains we brought.

-pink belong to pi.

-blue belong to anna.

-white belong to wi.

-black is mine! :D

admit it's is cute alryte?

last but not least,,

i can be a bitch, if u r one toward my friends or me.

yes, the mask u wear. please take it off.

btw, dog is dog. :D

LOl.

byes! :D

nice song

2009-09-10T11:50:00.000-07:00

嬉笑打闹拥抱
留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠熬过了最低潮
一起生活也一起埋怨过
走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明你知道
晨昏日夜颠倒
这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好
再多关心都徒劳
爱情从来就没有固定的味道
它最后停在哪里谁知道
我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好你用微笑回报
朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好
难到是我对我自己不够好

thanks, at least this song understand.

i need you.

2009-09-10T11:14:00.000-07:00

it's 2:17am.
i couldn't sleep. i mean i CANNOT sleep.
i had to art paper work.
i had no ideas wad to do.
it look so complicated.
so moody that i wanted to post a little.
went to catch a movie with friends.
watched G-force. :D sooo cute!
anyway, the objective of blogging is to shout
FUCK!
seriouly, just FUCK IT!
i've no mood.

i need a listening ears!
listen to me.
sometime, it IS diffcult.
forget it.
i dun actually know what i want.
accompany or listening ears?
i don't know.
y am i still asking for more?
wad am i doing?!!!
people needs to sleep ryte?
trying to talk to any people in msn but everyone is just busying with their stuff.
forget it.
i'd no choice but to disturb you. :(
URGH!
i hate this feeling!!! D:

一切都重来好吗?
busy yet thinking of u.

singing!

2009-09-07T09:47:00.000-07:00

i went to Kbox today!!!!!
sing song sing song!
HAHA having sore throat but still i sing!!!
i always have them to accompany me. :D
HEHHEH so xin fu ryte?
:DDD
picture will b uploaded when i'm free.
HAHA!!
so bored now.
having a bla bla bla mood now.
king of moody, kind of happy.
LOl.
forget it. i jus feel lyk blogging.
LOL.
i oso feel lyk shouting.
wadever! i cant shout n0w.. is 12 am++ now.
i really got nothing to blog about.
so ya, next tyme.
bye peeps, ;D

Panda.

2009-09-06T21:21:00.000-07:00

Finally i got a 10 hrs sleep.
know wad?
It's holiday!
i'm soo tired.
it's 1pm n0w and i feel lyk going back to bed.
after this holiday it will be nearer to O's.
how would my life be after O?
LOl.
stop bullshit.
dun ruin my mood.
HAHAkays i shall stop here. :D
going out!!! weeet U weet!!!

wad a day!

2009-08-29T10:36:00.000-07:00

I think i suppose to blog some pic?

anyway, i'm too lazy but still posting.

packing stuff and trying to find pic to post.

haha!

no eye deer wad to blog about.

sooooo crap!

LOL.

wad to crap?

LOL.

okay let's foto speaks.

see, wad i'm doing n0wadays.

bored!

Hello kitty mouse from pi,wi and na. THANKS

it's name is oink oink! from laogong. THANKS.

celebrate with family. :D

pi is DA huai ren! <3

pi,me,na and wi

me, trying to edit my fone using fone. LOl.

with kife and li syuan, not sure whose hand is beside kife.
me and kife =.= so bored that he want to take foto.

so ya, my life is Freaking bored.

HAHA!

anyway, still haven done with packing stuff.

go back to contiune.

heh heh!

who cares for my feelings?

who be there for me?

i just hate being left out.

A step closer.

2009-08-21T10:37:00.000-07:00

I shall update since is a long time i touched on blogger.
well. I've done with prelim quite sometime.
19th was the date that Chinese O level result is out.
disappointed with myself. Is an A2 for me.
I'm going to take the retest, definitely.
i'm just a step closer.
so people, stop saying is a waste of time.
cuz if my others sub is n0t gd at least i could have a A1.
&&& it had been confirm that i want to take the retest.
it has no harm taking ryte? i hope so.
my blog seem so wordy at times. i'll try to upload photos if i've the mood.
Had my english O level oral ytd.
I dun think i speak well?
ohhhh, sometime i hope i could be someone.
i'll create singlish to replace english in singapore.
:P i dreaming.
Anyway, for prelim, i fail chem and english paper 2.
but over all, i passed everything.
history & practical was a well done, i think so.
still aiming for higher in O's.
right! off to bed now.
my eyes bag is big, seem lyk china's precious pet liao.
HAHA.
:D
sometime, i hope i stand a place.

2009-08-01T06:54:00.000-07:00

:D HELLO!

happy birthday to pi.

2009-07-11T10:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEI YI (pi) @11/07/09
will type the details when i'm free.
i want to slp now.

changes.

2009-07-08T08:04:00.000-07:00

Had my oral ytd.
yes, i screw things up.
wonders how much can i get for overall result.
had a slacking since the starting of the year.
i have no idea how would i past my O.
holiday hmwk are still undone.
how to manage time well uh?
LOL
i cant get to slp ryte now.
just feel so awake.
went to check on horoscope in friendster just now.
well, i was damn bored rtye now.
xD guess wad??
LOL
The bottom line was: "You have power whether you wield it or not. You can let go without losing a thing."
hmmmm... LOL
i eating a rambutan kind of fruit now but it's not rambutan.
i dun know wad is it called.
that "old man" (my uncle) in my house ate together with the seed.
=.= my father kaypo! tell me it taste lyk milk.
WTH! i wonders if he drink b4 milk anot. =.=
it just taster lyk normal nuts to me. =X
HAHA!
drinking lots of water now. ;P
dark ring getting darker.
how? how? how? how?
*jump while screaming* =_='''
byes,
it's getting late.
nite nite.
tsk tsk. i'm so damn speechless. so damn confuse. i HATE those feeling.

long weekend

2009-07-03T10:44:00.000-07:00

It's finally weekend. a long one. :D
having oral on 7 jul. which mean after this weekend = the extra monday need to read some note given by teachers. sooo wad's my holi for.
):
awww.
tmr 9am will be having math mock papers.
seriously, i want to enjoy my sat can?!!??!
nah it's ok. LOL!
anyway, i've nothing to update. =.=
here to entertain myself . :P

在你胸口找温柔
只找到一片沙漠
从前的那些快乐
变了没了
真舍不得
承诺呢你把它给谁了
知道世界很善变
没想到连你也变
我好怀念你刚开始爱上我的那天

From S.H.E-爱呢,
picked out the words that best describe my feeling ryte now.
WOW!
=.=
fine, BYES!
i miss the past, honestly.

stress free

2009-06-29T06:33:00.000-07:00

First day of school.
teachers start stressing on O level again.
can i just give up??
wad's O level? wad's so big deal??
went to school and i only learn a sentence tdy. "less than one month to prelim"
seem like every lesson, every teacher is saying.
Li xia dun wan to study!!!!!!
i still want holidays. more more holidays. =,=
friends are starting their revision on o's ordy.
WTF. =.= me seem soooo behind behind.
LOL.
first of sch so many things nagg about. =,=
wad's wrong with me.
eh?
wadever larhs.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
blog is for me vent anger on. wasn't it? =.=
i'm still normal, i hope.
BYES!

我的目标在那里?

outings.

2009-06-25T22:25:00.002-07:00

The last week of june holiday.
Did enjoy my holiday a little.
i'm too lazy to type the details so, shall post some photos
:D
went to pulau ubin with pi,wi,anna,alex and sebas on 23/06/09.
really have fun :DDDD

oink oink!
the first thing i capture when i reached pulau ubin. =.=

went to west coast with pi and wi on 20/06/09.

First tyme taking neoprint with li yar on 22/06/09.

after all the super fun outings, i'm going back to the terrible school again!
soooo sian!!!! y didn't we have the one week extend holiday???

anyways, RIP Michael Jackson.

u're king of pop! no one can deny.

update next tyme.

byes.
爱情,
是漂亮却不完美的天堂

旧了总有需要修补的地方

Tried and done.

2009-06-24T08:31:00.000-07:00

NEW blogskin.

Had not been touching my blog for about 1 month.
will try to update more often next tyme.

byes.

happy birthday

2009-05-17T05:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRECIOUS LAOGONG AND KOR KOR.
Happy birthday to u~
Happy birthday to u~
Happy birthday to u~~
Happy birthday to YOU!
*clap clap*

went out with laogong just n0w. :D

silly laogong want buy my clothes. =.=

LOL. the objective is to buy his things ley.

HAHA

shop shop shop..

walk walk walk..

than after after..
7.30pm went home as laogong had to go home celebrate with his family. :D
kinda disappointed. :X wanted to stay longer with laogong as i thought earlier.
HAHA! anways, thanks to wi and pi for helping me ytd. :X
you are the best! :DD
HAHA
laogong,
爱你不痛.
被你爱的我也很幸运, 很幸福.
:D don't say u r not good okay?
i love my precious laogong. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
hehe..
Hope today u r really happy. :D

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start afresh.

2009-05-02T10:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO! I'm Back.

i open my blog again as i've done with my blogskin. satisfied but not well done. :D

enjoy my life.. had done with my chinese mid-year exam. i'd to study again.. ohh god!

i'm quite lazy to type so.. let the picture speaks.

who's the photographer?! pi.. HAHA!!
In the mrt. :D
In the mrt.. heading to city hall.
Alex,Me and Pi.

ya ya! this is my comtem. group.. but not all of them are it there.. look at the mirror.
my teacher incharge. mrs lam.
The second teacher in charge.
the mask that kills me. D:

i watched !

look at him!!!
Hot ryte? HAHA :X
Dun miss me out ;D.

Before i end.. no one can deny zac efron is soooo handsome. :P *scream*

LOL. 17 again is for sure worth watch with zac efron. Hehheh.

bye humans.

history repeated

2009-04-18T11:17:00.000-07:00

It's 2:23 am now :D
humid night. -.-''
if i have a bathtub i would be in there for the whole day!
eat, sleep, shit there. =.-!
hmmm.. creative.
LOL..
can u imagine i stay at home today for the whole afternoon till night?
morning went to extra math lesson.
HAHA.
i smell... rotting!
xD
BORED larhs.
i wanna count bla bla white sheeps.
nah, joking.
-.-'''
i wanna to go out now! it seem so quiet out there.
but why i wasn't allow to go out at this time? -.-''
it would be fun to walk around at this time ryte?
ohh WAIT. stay away from craps.
i'm done with my syf. :D
no more cca..
but unfortunately, our group get a bronze.
ohh! screw tis up.
we r sucha wonderful dance group alryte. xD
i bet everyone had ordy put in their best effort.
but mayb our best wasn't good enough ryte?
try again, girls.
we r not going to give up so easily.
:D i know many of us are disappointed.
but nothing we can change now.
thanks for memoriies for the past 3 yrs.
the torturing yoga , we scream in pain.
the dance move, we work tgt.
the laughters, we shared.
:'D although i wanted to step down long ago but now i'm kinda sad to leave.
so ya, take cares. :DD
i've photo to share but i'm too lazy to transfer to my com.
let wait till monday, farewell party?
HAHA. tearing moment? i'll try to control.
i would crap my last crap, so to see u girls smile. :D
my funny movement yea?
LOL.
will upload picture real soon, mayb not?
let's see how.
haha YAY! it's 2:52 am
ya correct blogging kills time.
soon i will get into my bed and on the freaking air con.
i'm having running nose but i cant stand the warm-ness.
LOl. i'll be "hot". xD
i shall stop and prepare for bed.
nite nite peeps.
zZzZzZzZ!......
normalcouple?sharelittlesecrets?butareulisteningtomewhenwerinfone?
didntone16thihadtelluthati'mnotinthemood.didureallycare?idk.maybeuhave.
wheni'mfakewheni'mreal?.为什么不想想你有没有真的去努力了解我.
一秒钟的关心可以代替一切.letmefeeli'mconcernedletmefeeli'mloved.
没有时间还会是借口吗?24x60=1440,1440x60=86400.
86400-1=86399.
做你的傀儡,我好累.

kill me please

2009-04-16T06:42:00.000-07:00

anyone please,
KILL ME!
how more stupid can i be?
i such a disaster living in this earth.
what have i done?
why does this kind thing happened?
my own careless-ness.
when? when can i stop this all to stop happening?
i'm so sorry.
disappointed with myself.
which kind soul can give me a slap to wake me up?
who can i blame?
the one who picked it up?
no one could be blamed but myself.
so why am i living in this world? making my family suffer.
what should i do?
someone teach me.
seriously, i had lost faith in myself.
how did i really dropped it?
f__k all it upside down.

:')

2009-04-10T10:49:00.000-07:00

Had been hesitating to update my bloggie anot.
nothing much to update anyways.
so gotta to be a short post. ^^
just here to keep my blog alive.
soo.. today was soooo boring! :'O
stayed at home till 7.30 i went to meet wi and pi..
suppose to meet them at 7.15 but i was late. :P
went to the night market.
saw a pair of stitch and angel at the game store.
i wanted. :DD
so wasted $9 on it.
yet still i didn't get it. :(
i'll be back there tmr. ;)
anyway,tmr going back to school at 11pm for dance.
we r having our syf on this coming wednesday,15/04.
stress!!
i'm not going to let myself bring the whole group down!
yea, eventually i think i will =.=
after syf i would be able to step down. :D
but yet life seem boring without any activities. -.-'''
HAHA!
stop crapping?
my blog looks boring without any fotos ryte?
i'll try to take some xD HAHA!
all my zhi lian photos! HAHAHA
than i can see vomit all over the place. xD
found out that my fone had little of my zhi lian foto ordy..
had been lazy. YAWN! :O
okay.. well joking. xD
now is 2 am yet i dun feel lyk sleeping..
i want this silent night to stay forever. :P
but sumone is staying beside me and nagging. xDDD
think i'm going to bed now?
how good will it be if i'm a owl. :D
no night bilndless and only out at nite :P
HAHAHAHA! lol -.-''
gd nite peoplesss!

insecure.
나는 모두의 맞은편에 가져오기 위하여 미소한다
when can i have all i wanted?

sport day

2009-04-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

TMR sport day!
anyways, i think i'm going t slp early?
HAHA
bullshit! i'm still here starting my post. =P
anyways, today had chemistry test.
die die die!
i'm going burn the paper after i get it back.
for sure, i'm going to fail.
=.=
wasn't really feel well on emath lesson.
brain cannot work!
LOl.
eaten alot of sweet. :D
too bad no chocolate.
Yawn. :O
tired -.=
being very lazy nowadays.
in the afternoon, i slept till 6.
and now i'm thinking of getting back to dream.
Lol.
i dun wan go sport day tmr.
It's soooo boring.
How am i going sit down to get myself BBQ-ed?
urgh. in positive thinking, i hope i will be tanned. LOl.
zzz!
so ya, people drink more water and take care uh.
toopid pi pi nv drink water than in a bad situation now.
anyway, 我也好不道哪里去.
keep having stomach pian.. headache and ytd had fever.
i recover in one day! LOL after asleep.
i'm sooo healthy.
:D HAHA!
bye, end my post here. :D
gd nite.

有一种被骗的感觉.

lixia.

2009-03-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

Hi!
back here to blog my bloggie!
surprise? =.='''
okay,, i know u don't.
LOL.
Today had photo taking. -.-
they didn't wan to take in term 1 and wait till i cut my hair.
my hair so ugly alryte?
this year class photo will be damn damn ugly ugly!
after school, had cca.
tiring.. i got scolding again. -.-
ohhh god, how am i going dance the correct dance step?
feel lyk giving up.
afraid to pull my dance group down, as wad instructor always say " a dance group standard is judge by the lousiest person in the group."
well, i don't know i'm the lousiest one or not.
anyways, good news! i can step down after syf.
YAY! 3 cheers and 3 cheers for lixia!
hip hip horray!!
LOL..
i'm bored! =.-
my room so messy!
which kind soul will help me to clean my room? :D
is full of papers and things all around.
MESSY!
i'm going clean my room real soon.
i want a neat and tidy room.
:D
anyways, it's tyme for me to study now?
yes, i guess so.
=P
byes,
have good sleep tonight.

hais.

2009-03-21T09:45:00.001-07:00

HELLOOOO!
i back here to blog.
i guess, after school open i will not have time.
HAHA!
anyways i've got things to complain again. D:
LOL.
my hand is itchy itchy itchy.
a red red patch there, near my elbow.
i've no idea wad's happening as well.
i woke in the morning and saw it. D:
ITCHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:( when will it recover?
okays i know, as if u people out there cares ryte?
....
Today went to jurong library with pi and wi.
tmr i'm going again. LOL.
study while disturb pi most of the time.
after all of us get tired of studying, we saw sun set!
it's nice. it's cheer my mood up a little.
:D pretty rainbow too. :D
after that went to eat.
wi order a mushroom soup without mushroom :O
she is drinking lyk small kid is being force to finish up meal.
it's wasn't nice is her opinion.
after that went to imm.
walked around, played and bus back to 305.
wandering around.
in the end we land up sitting at 526.
awhile ltr laogong came.
but soon we gtg.
byes readers, i dont have the mood to post.
but wanted to keep my blog alive.
cya again. :D

我会开开心心的.
好乱.
i thought this is the distance u want it to be.
ache inside me is killing.
i've said everything i want.
but yet it's seem not sloving the problem.
i'm too tired.
i'm hoping u can make the first move to slove.
but so wooden.
i miss the past tyme.
especially the time when u first tell me u love me.
could u?, just one time, pamper me?

movie.

2009-03-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

HELLO peoples.

I've cut my hair.. a ugly hairstyle I've got now.

like bangs but yet it's NOT!

please!, IT'S NOT.

i look like moron (?) with tat hair. =.=

shall stop complaining ordy?

Today watched <Hotel for dogs>.

it's nice, the dogs are cute.

rated it 8/10. (it didn't really make me cry even there is some touching part :P)

it's entertaining, highly recommend by me..

anyways before watching we went to shop around and brought some STITCH thing to pamper myself. :D

found out wi have lots of stitch thing, all thank to me :DD

HAHA!

photo time.

taken with my dumb dumb hair.

pi and me.. she look darker than me. =.-
i dun lyk my hair. -.-'' (act cute)

HAHA!
okay i shall stop acting cute yea?
:P
my holiday is ruin by dance and sup.
well, sec 4 life this is.
BYEs
good night people.

我的感受被在乎过吗?
不舍得放齐
但是我很累.
几时, 我能习惯这种待遇?
我开心过吗?
我.. 不记得了.
好想停止想念.

baby.

2009-03-15T08:39:00.000-07:00

BABIES.
ignorant and sometimes naive
They didn't have to worry wad's coming around them.
They didn't have to even care how ppl think of them.
Eveything could seem so wonderful for them.
one who doesnt understand the cruelties in life.
They shows their emotion without thinking.
they laugh cuz it's funny.
they cry cuz they r hungry/they want something.
without much thinking.. they didn't know when they grown up, they have to study,have to work.
they come to this world, strangers we r to them.
but still, they choose to believe in everything.

HAHA!
crapsss.
anyways, have fun at sentosa yesterday with pi, wi, liyar, anna, sebas and alex. :D
starting off with breakfast at mac.
headed to sentosa after liyar last came.
played.
everyone got sumburn (?)
everyone so tanned.
but i still feel i'm not. =.=
well.. i am after i feel the pain this morning.
HAHA!
i love to be tanned! it's so nice. :D
call off the day at 305, after chit-chatting.
Had a fun day with friends. :D
kays..
tmr i still had to atttend school for some social studies thingy.
so ya, BYES.
everyone sleep early.
:D

e8

2009-03-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

Disappointed.

can't imagine E8 appear next to english in my report book.

but.. yes, i score a E8.

well, i shall post my marks here to share my E8.

LOL!

english - E8. D:

chinese - B3. ( i thought i will fail as i fail most of the class test._.)

mathematic - A1.

sci (phy,chem) - A1.

combined humanities - C6.

art 'O' level - B4.

stop ur laughters alryte?

i know it's lousy D: and i'm still not shame on it. wtf =.-

HAHA

anyways, HAPPY 5th MONTH, laogong. :D

ILY<3

watched movie with laogong ytd. -.-'''

watched coming soon, scary. D:

hope laogong loves the cup i gave =D.

cannot wash derhs. :X

anyway, it's lyk finally saw laogong.

had been weeks we last saw each other.

heehee.
thanks laogong for eveything, once again. :D

i'm going to bed.

tmr going to sentosa! YAY!

HAHA

byes.

slp early peoples.

hello.

2009-03-09T07:36:00.001-07:00

Time flies!
Right now, at this time i shouldn't be sitting in front of my com.
but something pushing me to my com as i couldn't resist.
my laziness is going to kill me.
lots of thing left undone, things seem so messed up.
many ties in my brain. -.-'''
even my fone is so useless without any music.. I'm too LAZY to even transfer songs to my fone.
how i wish i could sleep for 25hours :P
dance lesson are driving me crazy.
ended around 8 plus reached home about 9..
utterly tired now.
Had 2.4km run tdy, i passed. :D
but feeling unwell after that.
face turns real pale, hand turns cold.
HAHA! dead!
WAHAHAHAHAHA! :DD
now, thing that i want to do most is to type type type type..
readers gotta to bear with me. :D
no choice is my blog. :S
u can close window if u hate it or wadsoever, as i say.. i'm too lazy to care! :D
anyway, got bitch in my sch.
well bitch, be humble larhs hor?
keep ur mouth shut if u dun understand a thing.. u r a noob that i forgave.
anwyays,fyi u r not the best.
oppps is my english understand-able?
my english too singapore hor? u dun understand uh?
it's okay larhs, take ur time to learn.
i understand..
okay..
stop myself myself for bitching first. =P
HAHA!
now damn sian!
can earth rotate slowly?
:( i want time. LOL!
eye lids are heavy. D:
eye lids need to go for diet lerhs.
HAHA.
kays.
off to sleep..
byes peoples. :D
tc!

YAWN! D':

opps.

2009-03-08T06:00:00.000-07:00

Hello.
back here to blog again.
First i want to apologize that ytd i actually to blog at night but i didn't =P
so.. ya, ytd was quite okay.
=D
today was fine oso.
HAHA!
i got my nokia 5800 today!
YAY!!!!!!!
finally... i changed fone but problem was that i'm still blur of how to use,how to acess.. =X
too new to me.
anyways, it's very very chio okays?
well.. i like it very much :D
thanks mum..
.
.
.
.
nothing to post about lerh.
D:
tmr will be home LATE! damn late!
SIAN!
okay byes readers!
:D

hais.

2009-03-06T22:16:00.000-08:00

Changed blogskin.
i like previous blogskin alot ( how i wish i could a same one again.).. but it's giving me problems.:(
forget it..
anyways i dun really lyk this new blogskin.. D:
my blog is still incomplete.

Here to update my little life again..
HAHA.
currently spenting time alone.. i wish to do this long ago but i haven't got the time.
now i have but i still wish there's sumone beside me.
confusing hor? :X
i got no idea waht to type ordy..
hmmmm....
hmmmm...
hmmmm..
hmmmm.
well, i shall contiune at night
BRB :)

positive.

2009-02-27T07:35:00.000-08:00

Everything start with positive thinking.
Even u know u cant make it, tell urself, that u can.
Even u know u are breaking down, tell urself, nothing gonna upset u.
Even u know u are lousy, tell urself, no one else is better than u.
Even u know u are ugly, look in the mirror tell urself, u r pretty lyk how u are gifted with fine legs, fine hand, a nice hearing ear and having eyes that allow u to see..
有时候自欺欺人,能让人更有自信.
(自信不一定是不好的, 但记得不要太过自信)
*自信 not equal to hao lian.
see things differently.. in a different angle.
u may find something that no one had discover before.

went jogging with wi,anna and pi.
run 6 rounds and walked two round.
after went to do sit up... a unsuccessful one.
did a bit only.. not use to the thingy in gym .
=P
today teachers are marking my drawings, honestly, my drawing SUCKS!
a c6 for term 1?
disappointed with myself. anyways, wad done has been done.
useless talking bout it again. -,-
HAHA!
yarhhsss.. someone tell me wad to do now!
i'm bored!!
heeeex.

Li yar, the sotong that is same as me..
if u are lucky someone might return it to you.. but rmb dun put too much hopes.
my words may not sound nice but face the music.
tell urself, u r getting a NEW wallet!
=X
cheer up. (:

byes..
be back soon.

make changes.

2009-02-22T06:36:00.000-08:00

不同的人有不一样的人生.
我不可以批评或改变他们的人生.
大人常对我说各花入各眼.
你不喜欢的东西别人可能会喜欢..
如果想在别人身上找寻自己的快乐,是否太自私?
如果要跟比你弱的人比较的话,再想想.. 可能他们会的东西,你不会.. 要如何比较?
没有人是完美的. 要记得天生我才必有用, 为何要比较?
能得到什么?
我只能说我不想做世界小姐,丑点笨点也没关系.
我只是在做我自己该做的, do it once and do it right.
i wanted the world to be a better place.
starting with me.
i'm looking in the mirror, i'm asking her to change.
learning how to cherish,learning how to be satisfied.
however starting off may be difficult but always start with a must in mind.
i'm still taking life as it comes.
i'm still me, the one who i didn't recognise at the moment.
yesterday's injuries be tomorrow's present.
trying to be independent.
rather to ride a a white horse of my own.
prince charming is extinct in this world. =X

aah!!! craps!
off to sleep. HAHA!
dun ask me wad am i writing, bcuz i dunno =X
first attempt to start post with Chinese characters.
=X but it's all about, i hate ppl comparing!
=P
well.. byes. :D

lost again.

2009-02-20T07:45:00.000-08:00

Tired of everything.
can't even keep my eye on my wallet.
wad a big failure tat u can find in earth.
think twice is my fault but who will know tat when u finished the drink and turn ur head around, ur wallet is gone. =.='''
so wad are yusoffian? dishonest ones?
ohhh opps =X not offence to anyone.. but seriously the teachers are good =D they helped me out everytime. Thanks!
& also
Special thanks to
- wenting
- linda
- farah
- cluadia
- shermine
- devy
- wan yu
- rika
if i'm not wrong, not all names are down here. =P couldn't rmb but still.. thanks!
not forgetting my loves one.
wi
and
pi
company me through the night.. when i'm despo for sumone to be with.
wonder without them how's my tonight going to be.
their jokes and talks really cheers me up. :D
after school went home , can see family are worried about me. :D
kept asking that did i found my wallet, but frankly speaking the one who with intention to take my wallet won't want to return it to me.
gave up on that wallet but still feeling bad of missing laogong's card too. D:
missing the fotos now, the one with wi's ugly handwriting =P, the one taken with pi and wi and the other one of me and laogong..
anyway, with the love and care from friends and family, i felt that god wasn't tat cruel to me.
:D
*links had been updated.
linked
- mei mei, winnie.
- zhi rou
- kai zhi.
relinked
- chor ah jie, ying xue.

byes.
cheering in progress.
currently still painting a fake smile on me.
not much worries, i'll be fine.

kissesandhuggiesareyourdefinitionoflove?
i'mkindadisappointed.

[:

2009-02-11T04:15:00.000-08:00

HELLO.

A short post it will be.
Here to release/complain stress.
From today onwards, dance lesson end at 6.30pm.
tat's was soooooo late alryte?
i reach home about 7.20+pm?
wasn't sure.
finishes first class test.
failed chinese, history's result is not yet out.
but guess i'm going to fail this tyme.
the rest did pretty okay, physics was a WOW! result.
Lol.
ohhh somemore.. here to complain about my injury when i got it from my dance lesson.
i was doing some warm up and hitted the floor with my chin.
pain!
plus plus.. my toe nail drop off! WTF.
how did it drop out? idk :( ugly, pain for sure!
anyway, i got tons of things to do but yet here i am crapping.
crapping about something that no ones would simply cares.
LOL.
anyway, valentine is coming!
14th feb. a nice/fun one?
now gotta poke my nose to those irrtating books.. LOl
i think before i open those books i would i first tuck myself in bed.
kays readers, thanks for reading my complains.
byes.
eh? before i go,
- thanks su xian for being a mad girl here. :D

drifting?
read me a fairy tale and sing me to sleep.

:D

2009-02-07T07:52:00.000-08:00

HELLO.

back to bloggie :D!
i FINALLY brought my wallet :)
thanks to pi, i haven't been using wallet for 1year!
lyk past we brought the same wallet, different sizes and colour.
currently zi high-ing at home, very awake uh!
sitting infront of com singing lyk bird killing. =X
previously.. something is wrong with my blog izzit?
wasn't it now fine?? izzit? izzit?
idk. :P on my com is fine, but on others com?
HAHA!
i feel like going out now -.= but look at the clock.
time wasn't enough for me. - -'''
i need 30 hours a day.
ohhh earth!, rotate slowly.
it's feb alrdy.
soon and soon teachers will be stress-ing us on O levels.
in fact teacher is stress-ing us NOW.
chey! big deal meh? O level nia. =X
say dao i very li hai wors.
=.= zZz!
i'm craping here again. :P
crap crap crap! :D
stop here ya?
gd night sweet dream. :D

-我好想读懂地理,读懂我在你心中的位置.

movies.

2009-01-31T09:31:00.000-08:00

Bloggie!

Today was cloudy (referring to myself =X)

Lol.

went to had movie with pi,wi,liyar,sinsian,sebas and laogong accompanied us to jp but didn't watch it.

watch wedding game.

Had movie with laogong ytd oso, watched the love matters.

i think wedding game is more worth watching than love matters, really.

but so sad that laogong didn't watch wedding game with me. :'(

enjoyed the wedding game anyway.

After movie, went shopping.

Half way li yar say she lost her ez-link card but found it.

brought a stitch couple handfone strap with wi :D

it's CUTE!

pi and li yar brought a handfone strap too but their is a some kind lyk ring.

nice!

well.. let these picture do the talking.

cute wasn't it?
four of us, in the toilet.
no matter what u gotta say, we r prefect in each other eye.
li yar,me and pi.
the group of us. sebas,wi,pi,liyar,sinsian and me.
well.. think that it's enough?

HAHA

bye!

-If we r a thousand miles apart, would u be the first to be here for me?

hcny

2009-01-27T06:50:00.000-08:00

Happy MOO year!
moo moo moo together!!
moo~~~!
HAHA! :D
chinese new year is here.
sure every child who is not married getting ang bao ryte??
:D
i wasn't free staying for this cny holiday okay?
i went many ppl's house. :D
sunday,
met wi,pi,laogong,gary and tj.
wanted to play pool but is wasn't open =.=
haha!
monday,
went to many places.
night wanted to watch movie.
went cck with gina,pi and my bro and tickets sold out. :(
wanted to watch the wedding game.
:D
and today so damn sian! D:
haha!
enough of words.
pic!

take during slacking.

in the mrt.

i'm bored! taken this foto when i wasnt in mood and rotting in my room. if the smile look fake plz dun mind.

Be the first there when i need u.

2009-01-22T02:03:00.000-08:00

It had been days.. since i last touched my com.

was busy, but is my time management problem.

can't manage my time well.

can't catch up with sch work well.

fated failure?

Finally got the time to on my com, but unsure about things to do.

Give me sometime to sort things out.

Haven't been talking to pi online lyk wad we used to be.

i miss holiday life.

where i can woke up late, slack, play com throughout the day.

Edited in the holidays when i'm bored. xD

3 letters to describe now me, SUX!

=.=zZz!

will update when CHINESE NEW YEAR IS HERE!

promise. =D

byes for now.

-would u paint the sky i wanted for me?

i want the sun,moon,stars and clouds.

where everythings is equal.

no days,no night.

:D

2009-01-16T08:40:00.000-08:00

HAHA! had not been updating nowadays.
life is busy with studies,cca and O' level art, the course work is sure taking me months. :D
just back from cousin's wedding.
CONGRATS! :)
live happily tgt forever.
相爱一辈子 kays?
wasn't really tired now.
finding things to do.
pi no online?! - -'''
HAHA!
okay obviously i'm still in holiday mood. DIE!
O' level is around 10 mth away ONLY!
i'm still so lost on works..
trying hard to catch up and pray that i will not get any fail in O level.
had heard the art O levels result. It seem hard to get a A1 for art!
hope at least i get a b3 okay?.
HAHA! enough on work.
Thinking ppl are sleeping now?
i shall slp soon after doing on some research.
confusing myself now. = ='''

yr 2009.

2009-01-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009 is here! *waves and say: hello*! :D

Had lagged for a few day yea?

was busy uh.. sry!

HAHA! dun worry.. here to blog. LOL!

on the 31 dec went to count down!!

most of u did ryte?

hearing the world shouting 10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1. YEAH!!!!

fireworks!!! HAHA..

okays start with wad i did tat day.

woke up in the afternoon 1+ pm. =P

watch teebee taking my own sweet time.. as pi and wi will come at 3.30pm.

HAHA!

i manage to bath before they come.. xD

wi was at my house trying out my skirt.. she thought it will be long for her. LOl.

as if i wear long skirt. :P

choosing my grey and white polo.

li yar, pi, wi wears polo and i loves to be "unique" so.. i did not wear polo. :D

but we wears skirt tgt. :D

after we had prepared. headed to west mall..

thanks li yar for buying the clips.

went to the toliet and get hair done!

wanted the same hair.

i helped wi do.. but her head cant stood still so i help pi do.. but pi's hair so thick! in the end helped li yar.. hers was easy. phew.

how bout mine? how bout mine?

pi, wi, liyar was helping to make my hair but my head was too high for them and i had to half sit.

u know? sitting on the air where theres no chair.

my leg cannot tahan larhs.!

HAHA! after tat i did my hair my own.. - -''

sry to makes kc's group and laogong's group wait for us.

ohhh. kc's group are - ys, alex, sebas and her.

laogong's group are - laogong, tj, gary, jr and rahim

soon after train-ed to city hall.

looking forward for 2009!

walk walk awhile and kc's group wanted to eat. while laogong's group wanted smoke.

wanted subway for dinner.. many of us didn't say anything..

assume they wanted subway oso. order wad we wanted.

sumone changed their in this last min. LOL!

kc,ys,alex,sebas went to mac to have dinner.

why dont she say earlier tat she actually dun wan subway for dinner?? so we can have dinner tgt at mac as her wish?

making things diffcult?

laogong came while we r eating :D laogong helped me to finish my food :D

hehe.

not long laogong's group dunno go where --

wanted to find kc, they all at mac but they wasnt there. LOL

and found out they are at mini toon. - -'''
so went to find laogong first.

but kc's group called and suggest that we go separated groups. - -'''

GOOD idea! :D

not bad. HAHA!

tgt with laogong's group... count tgt.. watch fireworks tgt! :D

soon after supper at tj's house.. ard 4 am.. all went home. :D

HAHA!!! :D

i welcome yr 2009 with laogong. :D happy!!!

2009 will be better with laogong :DD tat's for sure ;)

. photo tyme!

the fireworks. :D

friends. :D I love them..
I love him much more =P dun puke.

ok ok.. i know u all are going to vomit. so pls get a plastic bag now.

Today was the first day of sch!

HAHA!!

jiayouss for all sec 4 this yr! work hard!

laogong oso must jiayous!!

being forced by teacher tat i should drop amath. --''

byes! it's a long post.. :D

have a good yr! :D

it's a start of sumthing new?

!

2008-12-24T23:38:00.000-08:00

Knock Knock!!!!

anyone there to share their lonely chritmas?

anyone walked this dark road alone before?

my emotional is hurting me now.

what am i thinking?!

thanks for those who sent me christmas msg.

many unknowns number apearing.. LOL.

those msg reminds me that i'm not alone. :)

anyway 2008 christmas wasn't a nice one.

walked home alone.

the street sound so quiet with lamp post helping me ,leding me home.

开心只是temporary.

all i need was u. but little did i know, u r feeling lonely oso ryte?

those fone calls from make me felt helpless.

ask me my christmas wish...

more concern from u.

be sumone who hugged me and tell me everythings is alright,when i'm with you.

D:

2008-12-24T07:09:00.000-08:00

MERRY XMAS!!!!
Holiday R going to end for secondary and primary school student!!
Enjoy!!!
HAHA!
Today was fun! went to sentosa in morning.
woke up at 6.15 AM.
meet pi at around 6.40++?
wi was damn late! it's so cold waiting there.. :D
mrt-ed our way to batok.
meet liyar,jianping and russ at mac.
eaten our breakfast and mrt-ed to jurong to wait for sin sian..
another damn late one. =P
it's such a miracle tat i'm not the latest one.
It's raining.. sin sian walked in the rain.. when he came his hair was wet. and i thought he bath. =.- he get scolding from me and wi for nothing. =P
reach vivo at around 9.40 am..
went to sentosa, wanted to go gaint but it's still close.
reached and it's still raining. D:
no sun! wth!
take the tram to the beach we wants. ( not sure the spelling of the beach)
walked in the rain to toilet.
lock our stuff. I'm a doreamon for a day! :D
went to play the sand.. too boring!
brought something to play.
after awhile, all of us went to the sea! :D
play.. playing.. played to around 12++pm went to bath.
took our own sweet tyme as there is no others people. :D
went to eat..
shop..
mrt-ed to batok..
wait this wait that, buy things at shop and save.
went to alex's house for steamboat and exchange of present.
THANKS li yar for the book marks and candy stick.
went home at around 9.50+ pm..
*alex's house is freaking far from the bus stop ok?
wi,pi and alex accompanied me and jianping to bus stop.
THANKS!
these little things cheers me up! :)
now.. my leg's itciness is killing me!!!!!
ROAR!
anyways.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!
For pic u should wait for pi's update.
all fotos are with her.

it's still a lonely christmas after all.
i'm such a failure.

yeah!

2008-12-20T01:34:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

I'm back. :D

changed blogskin as well.

tyme to keep my blog alive again ryte?

i'm too lazy to type how about picture of me and pi?

taken yesterday when we R bored!

Zero! Wahahaha!

LOVE! :D

pi's face so dark?

o.O?

hehheh!.. :P

Tat's all for now!

byes.

lalala

2008-12-07T21:05:00.000-08:00

siansation in progress!
won't be blogging so soon.
i want a break from everything.
leave me alone pls.

xD

2008-11-27T06:21:00.000-08:00

HELLO..
back blogging.
nth to post anyway..
well, laogong say i'm lazy bum for not updating..
okay..
first thing to say..
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO GINA! (27/11/08)
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO WEIJIAN (28/11/08)
&
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SIS, WINNIE.(29/11/08)
haha!! three in a row. anyways, to all :
grow older lerh.. gd luck in studies and all the best..!
ROTTING IN PROGRESS..
mushroom growing!!
laogong is this wad u want?
HAHA.. i beary ting hua hor? :DD

xD

2008-11-23T04:30:00.000-08:00

Hello! bloggie bloggie!
HAHA! i'm in my mom's house now.
can't meet laogong much lerhs i think :(
firstly..
i'm in a f* up mood!
due to my blurness and careless! i lost the keychain that laogong gave.
how stupid-er can i be?
which idoit who had pick it!?
laogong didn't blame for me for losting. but is my things :(
i felt bad :( i'm losting many things this year. WTF!.
anyways b4 i end my post,
i miss laogong,pi and wi deadly.
seriously.. i LOVE them :D
HAHAHA!!
byes.

bored.

2008-11-20T19:31:00.000-08:00

Here to blog.
Here is the quiz that i should do :D

Did this quiz tat pei yi ask me to do ^^
1)The person who tagged you is?
Ans: pei yi
2)Your relationship with him/her is?
Ans: Best friends.
3)Your 5 impressions of him/her is?
Ans: Blur , kind , laughable , caring and idiotic (at tymes) :P
4)The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Ans: everything
5)The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Ans: i only rmb she called me "ah xi" bcuz she whould call almost everyday.
6)If he/she become your lover, you will?
Ans: IF? i will cherish her.
7)If he/she become your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Ans: keep her mouth smaller :P
8) If he/she become your enemy, you will?
Ans: will we?
9)What you want to tell him/her now is?
Ans: friendship never ends :D
10)Your overall impression of him/her is?
Ans: a noisy lady that entertain me at tymes. :D
11)How do you think people around you feel about you?
Ans: Idk. don't ask me
12)The characteristics you love of yourself are?
Ans: who dun love themself? no reason?
13)The ideal person you want to be is?
Ans: Myself.
14)For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Ans: Dun end the care and like. :D
Pass this Quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
(People who doesn't feel like doing can just ignore this.)
What the hell! who can i write?!!
1)Wee wee
2)pei yi
3)Andy :D
4)ying xue
5)jian ping
6)su xian
7)poh ling
8)tian jia
9)wan ying
10)Jing ping
15) Who is number 6 having relationship with?
Ans: idk
16) Is number 9 a male or female?
Ans: Female
17) If number 7 and number 10 are together, will it be a good thing..
Ans: Not possible. Both R girls.
18) What is number 2 studying?
Ans: Secondary sch
19)When was the last time you had a chat with number 3?
Ans: what do u think? LOL.
20) What kind of music band does number 8 like?
Ans: chinese music? or china music ;P? LOL.
21)Does number 1 has any siblings?
Ans: 1 older brother.
22) Will you woo number 3?
Ans: LOL. my laogong ley - -'''
23) How about number 7?
Ans: wad how about her?
24) Is number 4 single?
Ans: mayb?
25) What is the surname of number 5?
Ans: Mok :D
26) What are the hobbies for number 10?
Ans: Ask her urself.
27) Do number 5 and number 9 get along well?
Ans: no. they dk each other?
28) Where is number 2 studying at?
Ans: Hillgrove sec
29) Say something about number 1
Ans: blur. - -'''
30)Have you try developing feeling for number 8?
Ans: NO!!!!
31) Where did number 9 live?
Ans: Bukit gombak.
32) What colour does number 4 likes?
Ans: i didn't ask her.
33) Are Number 1 and 5 best friends?
Ans: yes. they are lao bu and er zi leys.
34)Does number 1 has pets
Ans: No
35) Is Number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Ans: dk?
36)What is number 10 doing now?
Ans: u're asking the wrong person - -'''

PI !!
i can't find the ten person..
i anyhow names inside. :P
HAHA!!

What Lixia Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Byes. :D

3 days

2008-11-19T04:42:00.000-08:00

update update upadate...

:D
Monday 17/11/08.

Didn't went to dance.. asthma attack - -'''

went to mac to eat breakfast.. i drink tea! i cannot drink cold drinks. - -''' . D:

went to bugis with wi.

brought our tank top and tee-shirt,while wi brought her hoodies. :D

shop shop shop..

laogong say wanna meet us derhs but in the end didn't - -'''

after had our dinner, me and wi very bored.

so we called pi, we headed to vivo to find her and li yar. played with water and took sum fotos. :D

I love th night view. :D
pi me and wi :D
me and wi :D WTH! - -'''

Tuesday 18/11/08.( ytd )

went to west mall to meet pi,wi,felicia,kwee cheng,li yar,caleb and sebas (big ear :X)

after me was alex who came.

went to shop and save brought tidbits and drinks.. planed to go sin sian but look lyk we r going for picnic.

Reached and sin sian and john came down to open the gate for us.

watched horror movie. i watched b4 lerhs, wasn't scary for me.

the boys were playing computer games, they made alots of noise... but sebas watch and fall asleep? felicia and sebas r scaring each other. - -'''

after movie we slacked awhile and bus-ed west mall for dinner at mac..

ohh yarhs, sebas ear are fun and nice to pull!!! :D

HAHA!!! walk walked and laogong came to find and went home.

In the bus bullying sebas.. took his pouch wanted him to say thanks you.

but he refuse lorhs. He can say to wi and pi but not me.. - -''

but i understand that "dog" dun understand human language.. :P.

but still return him in the end.. :P HAHA!

Today, 19/11/08

went for dance. SIAN..

teacher is pin pointing at me, say i slow reaction! - -'''

than look lyk i'm a retarded kid. :D

went home and prepare to meet laogong, as he say wants to go watch movie..

okay in the end never. slacked at 531 as laogong jus finishing playing basketball than rain..

wanted to play in the rain.. but tj say wad his basketball cannot touch water. LOL!

but in the when going home his baskatball is wet! - -'''

pi shouldn't have go to singapore poly for the course. xD

went home, had dinner and now playing com :D

byes. update others day :D

wasn't in the mood but yet forcing myself to smile.

2008-11-16T08:33:00.000-08:00

Back blogging.
:D

we r in love. :D pi wasn't tat nice.. her hand covered her face.

this look much better but the camera cut sum part of pi's head. LOl.
:D it's a heart. (i kn0w u can see) :P

HAHA..! i'm bored,rotting at home in the afternoon. :D

Today went to pray my grandpa. ? HAHA..

it's boring.. =O=. HAHA reading my story book.. :P

went home awhile.. and played com..

5.15 met pi to go meet laogong.

anyways THANKS Pi for the accompany.. :D

ate dinner with laogong and pi at kfc. :D

bloated. :P. laogong ate the most.. xD pig. HAHA..

went to took bus after dinner.

had chocolate xD and chit chatted with pi awhile and we got crazy taking fotos. (up there)

10.50 went home.

home sweet home. xD

tat's all!. picture to share. HAHA!

byes. will update when there's tyme.

i don't this to end,ILY

hongster

2008-11-14T07:43:00.001-08:00

HeLLo.
back blogging =D

Have fun today =D!
went for swimming and basketball at night.
funny things happen in swimming =D
i put a flower on anna's head and she didn't notice =D.
HAHA! pi,wi and me kept laughing but yet she dun get it.
wi didn't swim as she went to gym.
after tat went to eat dinner.. i did not eat finish my meal.
i ate half way.. stomach pian plus i feel lyk vomiting.
but had nothing to vomit bcuz i didn't ate much.. no idea what happen to myself oso.
after resting.. feeling better so play basketball
half way and i'm tired. LOL! we sat down and play =X.
we was joking and laughing..
played wif ming feng 3 vs 1. wi pi and me one group, for sure.
we lose. D: funny uh.
went home at 10pm when the light out.
:D now blogging.
lastly..
Hongster shall die. F.off
i hate you.
Byes enough to entertain peoples?
LOL.
update sum others day.
IMY

1st month A

2008-11-13T07:20:00.000-08:00

Hello.. back blogging. :D
i'm lazy to type.
let the picture speaks.

Happy 1st month,boy.

♥ 131008,1705

我回记得那些你写的第一次.

ily.

:)

2008-11-10T09:29:00.001-08:00

HEEELLLOOO!.

well.. forget about ytd's post. HAHA!

my mood is back :D

Haha. cute wasn't it?

it came to my house on 10/11/08 :D

Hahaha!! anyways THANKS laogong for this stitch. I love it. ♥ :D

hehe.. today had a math lesson in school and with anna.

Hahaha u can't believe wad wi,anna and me did went we get bored with a math after awhile.

we walk up the stair from 9 to 28? i was the last to reach :P

i'm tired larhs. xD & i slept in anna's house :X

awhile only and i'm awake..

after tat faster finish my amath..

and we went to have dinner with laogong :D

Hahaha..

I love stitch, i love laogong :D

byes, update again others day :D

:(

2008-11-09T08:14:00.000-08:00

Harlow.
Hi.
=.= i don't know how to start and what to say..
i'm mood swinging from morning!.
something about me is wrong...
byes. no mood to update,
我真的不开心。不知道为什么。D:

xD

2008-11-05T20:27:00.008-08:00

HELLO.! :D
UPDATE
EDITED POST
i'm just bored. xD

The Castle Personality Test

You are scared of new experiences. It's hard for you to break outside of your comfort zone.

You like to think that people see you as intellectual and wise. You consider yourself to be very smart.

You are a very realistic person. You see the world as it is, flaws and all.

Right now, you feel like the whole world is open to you. You see lots of possibilities.

Overall, your life is well managed and fulfilling. You enjoy every day, even if nothing out of the ordinary happens.

You feel like the fate of the future partially rests in your hands. You believe you need to help make the world a better place.

The Castle Personality Test

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Haha!

nothing to post leys.

tdy went west mall to have dinner at subway..

after dinner

-laogong went to play basketball at 305.

-i accompanied pi to buy sumthing for pi and go her house to give to her bro. while wi went home.

-went 305 find laogong.. :D

-laogong went home..

-pi and me went buy drinks.

-camp at 531

-went home. :D

tats my day :D

bye all.

good night.

ILA :D

Dun push blame to others if u r in wrong..

plz know u r in the wrong larhs.

tat the reason

2008-11-04T07:43:00.005-08:00

Hey!
:DD
here to keep my blog alive. xD
had been lazy to blog. =P
had been sick for days.
HAHA!! i had ate my medicine & now no medicine left :DD
no medicine for me anymore. :DDD!!
*Jumps*
:DD
done some quiz.. :D saw pi's blog has, than i oso feeling lyk doing =P
let me share some :DD!!
Haha!!

You are a Mild Mama

You don't have to be screaming at the top of your lungs to have a good time
You rather chill, soak in the moment, and appreciate life for what it is
Guys appreciate your “take life as it comes” approach...
(Though they wouldn't mind if you got a little wild from time to time!)

Are You a Daring Woman?

Your Risk Taking Level: Medium-High

You're not afraid of a little (or a lot) of risk.
In fact, you pretty much live to take chances.

Consequences be damned, you are willing to go for it.
And if it doesn't work out, at least people can't say you didn't try!

Are You a Risk Taker?

alryte enough :D
update some others day. :D

xD

2008-10-29T08:17:00.003-07:00

HARLOW! back here posting.
*JUMPS*
something to share..

was from a wedsite..

http://odboland.blogspot.com/2007/09/sun-and-rain.html

take a look in this blog. :DD

HAHA!

(^O^)/

Today was fun. :D

woke up by laogong's call.

wanted to slp longer leys. D: & laogong didn't go sch today.!! >:(

i was late for 1hr n 20 mins. :D

sry laogong for keep u waiting. D:

camp at mac till 1.35pm++?

went to meet wi and pi to have lunch at subway. :DD

walk in west mall.. marry go round. :DD

after that we WALK home :D

went homed and meet wi.pi and laogong again for basketball. :D

went 305 bball court was full. D:

sitted and chatted.

after tat some friends came.. after awhile wi,pi and me went "home". HAHA!!

went to blk 531 brought drinks and and and AND..... the bball court there was EMPTY..

woaaa. so we decide to play awhile so didn't msg/call and tell laogong :P

who kn0w when it's tyme for us to go home he come - -'''

my fault for not telling him.. i'm playing bball at 531.. =X

played... and 10.++ pm went home.

AND that's my today! :D

HEEHEE :D

byes. update again soon.

ILA :D

wth

2008-10-27T01:19:00.007-07:00

I need a sleeping pill right now!
the pain is killing.

I'm growing mushroom in my bed room , in front of my com.

It's so boring. D:

i'd slept almost for the whole day yet i'm still feeling weak.
i woke up and feeling unwell.

A serious headache. D:

i refused to take any medicine.. D:

i hate medicine!

but right now i need a sleeping pill. D:

put me into dream. i hate this pain.!

actually i'm just awake from my sleep.. woken up by wi's call.

& i o'rdy had 2 missed calls.

only wi's call managed to woke me up. =.-

and now, i can't get into sleep again.

i wanted to find laogong but this pain is telling me that i may faint anytyme.
I want to VOMIT.. but i can't - -'''

i feel cold but yet hot. (?) idk how to describe the feeling inside is weird. D: it just make me suffer. :(

it's holiday.. but i stuck in my house. D: i want to go out!.

any kind soul help me? D:

i shall continue typing.. because i'm BORED.

i'm hungry.. i'm sleepy..

i had no appetite D: i can't sleep D:

what should i do?

HAHA!!

lets count bla bla black sheeps.

1st bla bla black sheep :D
2nd bla bla black sheep

3rd bla bla black sheep
4th bla bla black sheep

5th bla bla black sheep

6th bla bla black sheep
7th bla bla black sheep

8th bla bla black sheep

9th bla bla black sheep

10th bla bla black sheep

:DD jiayous.

11th bla bla black sheep

12th bla bla black sheep
13th bla bla black sheep

14th bla bla black sheep

15th bla bla black sheep

16th bla bla black sheep

17th bla bla black sheep

18th bla bla black sheep
19th bla bla black sheep

20th bla bla black sheep

:DD jiayou jiayou.

21th bla bla black sheep

22th bla bla black sheep

23th bla bla black sheep

24th bla bla black sheep

25th bla bla black sheep

26th bla bla black sheep

27th bla bla black sheep

28th bla bla black sheep

29th bla bla black sheep

30th bla bla black sheep

:DD jiayous jiayous.

31th bla bla black sheep

32th bla bla black sheep

33th bla bla black sheep

34th bla bla black sheep
35th bla bla black sheep

36th bla bla black sheep

37th bla bla black sheep

38th bla bla black sheep
39th bla bla black sheep

40th bla bla black sheep

:DD i'm getting sick of balck sheep ordy D:
41th bla bla black sheep

42th bla bla black sheep

43th bla bla black sheep

44th bla bla black sheep

45th bla bla black sheep

46th bla bla black sheep

47th bla bla black sheep

enough i'm sick of sheeps now. - -''

let's find others thing to do...

AHA! how about sharing some cute pictures?
here!

monkey! :D it is actually on sumone head!!..

hamster! :D this make think of huai huai and hammi. D:

waht u call this?? o.o?

shh.. doggy is sleeping!!

eh! this is cute!

i LOVE this. :D

HAHA.. i'm bored. my head still pain. i'm still hungry :O.

i'm trying to keep myself entertain. :D

alryte stop those crapping. :D

byes.

update others day :D

ILA! :D

wobukaixin

2008-10-24T20:34:00.005-07:00

Back here Blogging.
ohh.. before i forget
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIANPING.
:D all the best in wad u do.
长大一岁了。:D same age as me liao. :D

Good News. :DD
i've PROMOTED to sec 4 express next yer.
however.. i'm not satisfied.
Was recommend to drop add math.
i didn't want to take O level with 6 subjects.
i didn't have the confidence tat i will score well in all 6 subjects.
went to talk to teacher.. she insists tat i should drop my add math.
i didn't wanted to give up.. she is giving me up. D:
yet i was blame tat i didn't study hard for my add math.
in the end she let me keep my add math sub if only i pass the retest on 2009 when sch reopen.
gotta stick with anna this holiday. :D

i need to wake up!!
complaining does not change anything. D:
i dislike the way i'm treated by others. D:

tomorrow will be better :)
byes.
blog when i'm free & when my com mood is good for me to switch it on. :D

Dx

2008-10-22T04:09:00.002-07:00

HARLOW
back here blogging..
well i couldn't blog so often as there is problem wif my com.
i will try to blog if i got the chance.
Haha!!
anyways holiday is NEAR!.
:DD
everyone enjoy ur holiday yea?
:DD
HAPPY HOLIDAY!!.
:DD

Getting report book tmr.
well... hope and pray i will not retain.
let me promote to 4e3 next year..!!
byes..
:D
ILA :D

back

2008-10-19T05:14:00.006-07:00

HELLO! :D

back here blogging.
else my blog will b dead..

today rotted at home D:

i had been out tis past few days.

sumone is nagging.

didn't get to meet loagong :(

catch two movie tis week ..

- connected (wif wi,pi,jp,ss&leb)

- butterfly lover(wif wi,pi,anna,tj & Laogong :D)

first tyme watching movie with laogong :DD

i god damn bored rotting at home. D:

&..//

i saw...
this
...

Look yummy yea?

:DD

well i got it in a blog.

http://happyhomebaking.blogspot.com/

well.. Bored bored bored.

i'm bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored..

byes.

update sum others days :D

ILA :D

yay-ness

2008-10-13T08:53:00.004-07:00

Finally the FYE is over...
tdy was the last paper.
Art.
did manage to finish. :D
miracle happen..
ILY.
1310080505945 :DDD
we will last.. i know.

flunked.

2008-10-08T00:55:00.002-07:00

BACK.. for a short while.
FLUNKED!!!
english..
chinese
e math paper 1
social studies
history
physics
chemistry
CLEAR!
Fauck my chemistry larhs.
i dunno how to do most of the questions....
i dun wan retain!!!
but it seen hard..
wad if i retain?
where will i be?
wad will i be doing?
idk idk idk
many thoughts flash through my mind in a seconds.
having a running nose & a slight fever.
everyone take care uh..

happybirthday

2008-10-04T11:31:00.002-07:00

Firstly...
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO WI..
jiayou in everything.. so sad i can't help u in ur studies..
but art stuff still can larhs. Taking IC lerh uh.. ohhh yarhs i can pei go do ur
IC.. i wanna to see u sitting in front of camera wif a blur face. haha xDD
all the best eh? love the present and the card i made yea?

well...
blogging again =.-
my blog is kinda boring uh?
nvm as long i lyk it.

today went to celebrate wi's birthday..
wanted to go cause way at first.. but in the end we went to bishan..
shop..shop and shop..
went to eat some dessert..
shall post fotos others day.
after that mrt-ed pur way to bukit.. Gombak!
went home change to more comfortable outfit.
a fbt like short and and tee shirt..
& went to BBQ.!
it's really fun.
laugher everywhere.. :DD
and i rmb a funny thing..
jian ping was saying garlic bread and anna,wi and pi heard curry ji.. (curry chicken?)
LOL..
haha..
played some games..
jian ping left first as his house is far away..
:D
went home at 1am..
Now.. i'm going to sleep lerhs.
good nite everyone..
byes :D

Not much thoughts in my mind..

hais

2008-10-03T09:15:00.002-07:00

back here posting.
requested.
well..
today was fine. :D

我不知道。
不知道这还在受伤的我有没有力量把那盏小小的油灯提起来。
别人可能更需要它。
我还在害怕，
不知道如果我走出那黑暗会不会再到新的黑暗地方，
害怕油灯自己灭掉。
或许当自己习惯那种黑暗时。。希望自己能自己走出来。
会让你我都公平吧？

the deeper u wait.. the deeper u'll fall.
find a better one and move on..
i dun think i'm worth it.

wo bu zhi dao.

2008-10-02T22:31:00.003-07:00

已放弃他,已清醒
但是对一个人的爱不是一天就能忘记得。。也不是一天就能说爱的。
是。对爱不再信任。。。
渴望对我来说已经只是梦。。
不再渴望什么了。。
我也不知道这恐惧几时能忘掉。要挣脱掉过去，甩开它，忘记它很难吧？
什么才是我想要的一切？
如果真的不小心伤了他。。对不起。
我骗不了我自己。。我也不想去骗别人。
他可以找更好的。

everyday

2008-10-02T06:19:00.006-07:00

Harlow.. =D
here posting again..
ahhh chew-ing.... -.-
today didn't went for school.. :D
but i missed many lesson.. :(
called wenting to help me take down ALL the note for me..
wonder if she had.. anyways thnx for the promise made.
i went to dental hospital.. to see dentist with my mummy,sis and mum's "boyfriend" :DDD
-.-
the objective of going is to check weather i need my braces (?) did i spell it correctly?
well.. showed my sis temper..
i will explain later on..
firstly i woke up at 6.30 am..
the appointment tyme was 8am.
of cuz... i was ~~early~~ late! :D
reach there.. was so blur cans?
didn't know what to do next,which rm to go.
i have done the mole,checking,x-ray and photo-ing of my mouth (?)-it cost about $241.45 :O
mummy paid for it.
so we went off the hospital at abt 11am plus.
it took me a long tyme rite?
so after 1pm plus reached home..
& my sis told me that actually i can go check up at the dental near my house tat is at the mrt station..
i dun wish to go.. D:
but she kept nagging..
"okay lorhs FINE.. i go!" than shown her my temper lerhs. :(
is lyk we had went for one and it's enough lerhs but she say tat it will be very incovenient for me to go there every once a month..
okays..
i went to do and the dentist told me tat actually if i wish dun wish to do is okay..
he say it's not so serious.. & he say no point spending money liddat.
well i shall think it again..
and for my case i need to wear the retainer for my life.
bcuz he say my mouth has too much space for my teeth..
than actaully many of my friends r saying tat dun put is better..
so how?? should i or shouldn't i?
confusing.
alryte readers. bye for now :DDD all the best!

once or twice was really enough!
i didn't need the pian.
我知道有一天我会放弃。。
但是几时才能从伤害中走出来？
我误解了爱的意思，误解了它的意义。。
这伤害很痛很痛。
很让人讨厌。
一次的伤害也成熟了一点。
谢谢他让我自由。
我醒了吗？
知道他不值得了吗？
那次受伤否决了爱的好。
爱要耐心等待，感觉很重要
每晚自己拥抱自己安慰。

放弃会对彼此更好。
又听到你们在一起了。
我的心情如何？
我不知道。

contact lens

2008-10-01T08:32:00.002-07:00

Hey!
here posting again..
went to study with anna and wi..:d
anna teaches me add math..
understand abit more liao..
anna almost vomit blood when it cum to surds. :D
i was so blur larh.. i could tell her tat 3+3=9..
- -'''
sucky larhs. =X
while met pi.. i nid to take my ezlink card and IC..
is with her..
:D
taken and after awhile went home :D
played com till now.
& saw sumthing interesting!!
there is message lens
character lens
constellation lens
and... photo lens :D
about photo lens... using the dyeing process GEO can put the photo of clients into the lens & it do not disturb ur eye vision.!
u can go http://wwoon.jugem.jp/ for more.!
well.. sum of u may heard it b4 larhs..
kays i'm a noob.. :DD
wanted a contact lens long ago.
but sis dun allow as she say it will affect my prefect eye.
i kinda agree but i still wants a colour contact lens larhs. :(
with much more consideration..
thought abt it again =P
okays being nagged at for sleeping late..
bye everyones.. :DDD

^^

2008-09-30T09:27:00.005-07:00

HARLOW!
Li xia was here posting.. :DDD
- -''
Today school release early..
anyways HAPPY HARI RAYA!!!
:DD
schooling was slack..
1st period-art :D
2nd period-Chinese lesson.. got oral. fine.i was rubbish-ing.
3rd period-social studies. - -''' i simply hate it ok?
after school went home. straight.
met pi and wi at 2.15+ i was late.
well, goes without saying.. miss late :DD
on the way heading to find wi.. many hillgrovian was looking at me =.= i thought there's stm on my shirt or face. i look at myself for qite a long moment - - & nothing worng wif me. :O
went to west mall.. i brought a new set of colour pencil! :DDD
went to shop around!!
eaten subway..
blur blur de i was playing while pi help me to order.. THANKS...
the cookies there was nice. :DD
okay mountain turtle.. first tyme eating subway..
after tat went to find tj and andy..
didn't expected so many ppl.
waolao.. sumone say only two person..
chey..
after tat playing volley ball & basketball..
slacking around..
crapping..
TOTALLY CRAP.
but did really enjoy it larhs understand alot of thing.
11.++ went home.

从以前到现在。
今天是我第一天觉得我以前真的很傻。
可是为什么要用我的爱来伤害我？
我做错了什么？
没有人说她一句不是。
没有人说她不美。
相信你喜欢她也有了理由。
谁会喜欢一个傻，丑，人格不好和一个没有人能找到理由去爱的人？
无。
傻傻地爱上，傻傻地付出，傻傻地等待。。
一个月对他人会是很短。。
但我爱已经很深。。
傻傻的我。。几时会忘记？
wi,
失去的比得到的更多。

can't understand.

2008-09-28T05:50:00.003-07:00

Back here posting.!
Harlow. :D
Announcement: mayb not going to delete my blog.
i 舍不得。
enjoying weekends..
i didn't touch my book tis weekend.
lazy.

today slacked at home whole day..
wake up at 1+pm going to 2pm..
pig ryte?
can't believe i slept for so long..! xD
finally got the tyme to watch 篮球火 ep 9 ordy..
well.. today ep 10 will out. dunno when can i watch it again.
D:
nowaday i can't feel the exam stress wif me WTF!.
i'm not going to FAIL.!
was listening to my playlist in com & found out there R many old songs that alot of us would had forget them. but they R really nice.. :DD
oohhh
&- it's tyme for me to clear my fone songs and fotos.
it's tyme for new song.. or rather u could say the song tat i love..
xD
actually i'm lazy to post. but yet i've written so much. :DD
anyways everyone JIAYOU for EOY!
i dun wan retain.!! D:
i wan take my O level and go into poly!!
LOL!
y everything seem impossible now?
miracle is to be lie.
:X

每次听到你名字。
都让我想起以前的你。
你的好，你的怀。
我们从不认识到认识。。
从认识变陌生。。
我还有什么好说的呢？
你从来没爱过我。
以前的一切都是梦，都是骗人的。
但回想起来。。以前对我来说，很美很美。
你的我爱你说的很美，很真。
我也从来没有想过那是骗人的。
傻傻的我。。真的相信了。
这次我不管你的爱是假还是真。。
我要再一次的拥抱。
再一次的你爱我。
我真的不想放手。
说我溅我也无话可说。

我真的好想知道她哪里比我好？
我不相信我比她难看。。
我不相信她为人很好。(i know i'm not tat good oso.)
可是为什么是她？
她让你痴心是什么？

100 post

2008-09-25T04:32:00.005-07:00

Hey readers. u know what???
THIS IS MY 100th POST..
Announcement : deleting my blog soon.
After a few days of mood swing (?)
i'm back here posting..
tmr i'm having chinese EOY paper. wish me luck man!.
but i still here unprepared..
HOW? well my mood wasn't good nowaday but at least today mood was better than past two days.
mood easily affacted by little small thing.. idk y.
i really have no mood to blog but i want to blog!
i dk what i want!!!
i seriously hate this life!!
f. it upside down larhs.
how could all tis things END fast. real fast.
hoping holiday to cum fast!
no exams.
fine.. rubbish-ing again.
as i say again i can't understand humans. mayb i hate HUMANS! i hate myself being a human too.!
wad R friends?
wad is life?

i can't figure out what's in my mind now.
i dunno why i feel unhappy when u both R actually tgt.
yet u two msg me lyk u two wasn't tgt.. (understand?)
it funny when u r at the market yet u R asking me wheather i want to go market anot.
FUNNY eh?
i can't laught it out.
wadeva get my ass out of the thoughts in my mind now.
when i write in blog who cares?
no one read it..
NO ONE IS BOTHER TO READ IT.
yea?
tat's y i'm going to delete my blog soon...
byes ~~readers~~ take good care yea?

我还在想你吗？
你明明在眼前。。
可是我。。我。。。

想我还是不够成熟
只是怀念
你走以后离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过今天的以后才懂
倔强抬起头
决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛
假装什么伤都没有

cutting wrist wasn't that bad after all.
i shed through blood.
it makes life better.
it numb my pain for the moment after that it replace the pain in my heart.

2008-09-23T00:17:00.002-07:00

我不知道我到底不开心什么。！
不开心。。　不开心。。　
林丽霞!!!!不要想太多。！　

98

2008-09-22T01:03:00.004-07:00

Halorw :D Back here posting.
This will be my 98th post. 2 more post to reach 100. :DD
well start from where i left off.

SAT.
-went out with chor ah jie.
-know sum new friends.
-played
-took neoprint with them =DDDDDDDDDD

TODAY..
went to school again.. nothing special to talk about.
it had been the same since sec1..
came to at my blog and found my blog's song have problem.. deal with it o'rdy.

exams coming..
didn't have the mood to study.
Li xia slack more larh.. slack larhs. - -'''
sick and tired about nagging everywhere.
friends showing off , left me out and many many things.
thing tat have o'rdy studied have forgotten.
unable to recall. brain is overloaded.
unexplainable feeling fill my heart and brain.
SOMETIMES EVEN ME,MYSELF AND I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M THINKING ABOUT..
forget it.
what exactly i want?
i dun even know.
from what i know is tat there R loads of hmwk.
Exams pushing me hard.
seem lyk i cannot finish everything by myself but i had to.
humans seem untruth..
they wear a mask where ever they go..
they r not tired but i tired...
guessing which is the trustworthy ones, which r the untruthful ones.
i'm tired of eveything.
Hope seem lyk bubbles bursting in the air.
dreams seem lyk disappearing in the nite and day.
life seem lyk rubbish in my eyes.
friends seem lyk stranger of mine.

forget it.. wasting my tyme sitting down typing lixia's language tat no ones seem to understand.
byes.
i dun have the mood to carry on.

*LIXIA.. DUN THINK TOO MUCH LARHS..

not so soon.

2008-09-16T00:29:00.002-07:00

HARLOW,earth! =DD
back here posting.
well..
went to sch..
lesson..
didn't have social studies as teacher didn't cum.
than lesson again..
boring day..
ohh ya.. not going to update so often lerhs.
english EOY paper tis friday. wish me good luck than..
EOY is cuming up so soon.
MUG HARD..
poke my head through all the books. - -''
well... will try to post if i got the tyme eh?
yeah.nowadays mood R GOOD.
But still exam mood haven return since june holiday.
what can i do.. i saw text book.. i feel lyk sleeping.
WTH am i thinking.
waiting for the sky to drop?
i'm saying mood r good.. but still i'm in the blablablabla unexplainable feeling.
but trying not to think uh.
to entertain each person who came my blog. i actually put 3 post in my blog..
ohhh yarhs guys. JIA YOUS FOR EOY.
No tyme to enjoy uh?
DIG A HOLE & PUT EVERYTHING IN MY HEAD.!!!
*A in report book.

ambiguity makes people feel wronged.
I can't find the meaning of love
not quite reached love.
far in the distance,
the view looks rainy.
should i be crying or not.
who knows how to write out their own ending.
i try to make a sound but no one hears me
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
The day u went off
It seems like my world`s falling apart
Why is everything so hard
I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
well.. let the beauty of regret and loss stop right here.
I just can`t let you go

late

2008-09-15T00:46:00.004-07:00

Harlow. =D
didn't had te tyme u post about ytd.
went to celebrate mid-autumn..
well.. eated and crapped.
around 10 went home.
didn't get the chance to on com.

Today.
I was LATE to school. =X
there r a few causes.
firstly.. i woke up at 5:30 am..
look into the clock.. though it's still early.
did not knowing that my clock's battery was flat and it was slow. :O
after 5 to 10 mins wake up.
went to bathe.
when almost done. i saw a baby lizard ran as fast af it could to...
my SHIRT!!! WTF.. - - '''
omg!! the little lizard uses it sticky body and touches my shirt. (includes short and towel.)
Wtf. how am i going to catch the lizard with my naked hand + body -.-''
so.. i shouted (b'cuz i wanted a new set of clothing.)
i shouted for 10 mins - - '' and finally my sister was awake..
after 2 - 4 min my clothes and towel was here.
fine.. baby lizard i shall catch u tis tyme..
i pull my stuff out of the so called handle..
(!) i can't see tat lizard. O.O
shake my clothes with full energy.. sumthing drop.
i looked at it and it looked me. wth tat little baby lizard..
it run off and "steped" my leg.. YUCK.. u little lizard go HELL.
-& tis "lizard fight" wasted my tyme. - -''
so about 6:10am i was just about dry my hair..
after drying my hair..
tie my hair and changed..
6:40am..
well if i could catch up with the 6:45 bus than i would be late.
but i took my own sweet tyme walking..
& the bus go off without me. :'(
fine i wait for another.. not much deal.
waiting.. waited..
5 mins passed..
10 mins passed..
15 mins passed..
222... HERE the bus.. !! =D
went up the bus.. fine around 7:05 am
sure late liao.. dun nid care liaos.
so sms-ed wenting if she is reaching school ?
& she oso haven go school yet.. =D
want me to wait for her at bus inter.
wait lorhs. late liao marhs.
5 mins later make no different.
than we went school tgt.
we reached school at 7:40 am wow. ;O
didn't get our names written down =D
dk y.
than lesson.. lesson..
2 free period today.. =D so slack. ^^
around 2:15 pm need to go to the hall..
i went to locker and toilet.
AND i was LATE again tgt wif linda, shermaine and wenting. - - ''
well thanks to the d&t + our new DM for releasing us.
than went home and now blogging. =DDD

let me KPO abit of sumthing =P
找得自己爱的人并不容易而且对方也很喜欢你的更加难。。
为什么不去试看看。
不问值不值得。。
不问谁会先受到伤害。
一直这样下去。。。
没爱过，而两个人也因此受到伤害-这样不是更不值得？
请两位放下那愚蠢挣扎。
不要去想现在眼前的人是不是心里那完美情人。
不要继续互相折磨
明明很喜欢对方。。
我了解她现在的心情。。
她希望他先主动。
说真的我很羡慕你们。。
珍惜很重要。
i dun wish to see my darling py to emo..
even i know she won't emo infront of us.

pi.. ILY <3
dun balme me for kaypo-ing. =DD

idk

2008-09-13T08:20:00.002-07:00

Back here again.
firstly i should say... LET BYGONE BE BYGONE.
lets forget what happen ytd & continue ours journey TOGETHER hao marh?
yup i'm xiao qi.. i admit alryte?
but i only can say tat u all will never understand my feeling.
ya wadeva. but let's 和好可以吗？
i end wad i start. i never meant to blame anyone before.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
okay let talk about today.
rotted at home.. finish watching hot shot.
while msg-ing pi.
after tat feel lyk playing basketball. =DD
so pi msg wi and ask her.
& three of us went down.. but basketball court is FULL.
wth. how many training did they have?
wednesday and friday... THAN AND WHEN???
sian so we went to market to eat..
after wi found that her thing was lost.
we went to find it. but so sad we cant find. :(
how??
idk..
than 9+ we had the half court.. cuz it's left empty..
but after we play.. ppl come. =.-
sian rest awhile and wi went home..
than play with pi and uncle.
than..crappie.
than.
11 went home..
and here blogging.
byes. =DD
good nyte.

I have paced up and down have cried and now have understood.
The things I really wanted to forget were absolutely unforgettable.
Suddenly I've realized i've been lying to myslef all along.
i said i've forget u. but i haven
i said i no longer love u.but i do.
i can't understand myself sumtime..
go ahead and find ur happiness.

idk

2008-09-12T08:37:00.003-07:00

I know i may be in the wrong..
being very unreasonable.
but i really hate the feeling of turning around and finding sumone.
mayb i'm scare.
i've lost alot of thing. i had been turning around looking for mum's hug looking for dad's love (i can't feel them exist.) i dun want to be turning around looking for friendship. NO i dun want.
the feeling is so lost...
i dunno i simply hate it. i hate being alone. i hate strangers. i hate new environment. i hate to lost my way home.
HATE. can't get over it.
being left behind hurt...
i dunno y i felt tat.. i'm jus angry when u all walk away lyk tis.
it feel lyk u all r not caring if i was finding u anot. or wad. it seem lyk u all dun really gib a damn.
wi.., u say u got tell me u r going but just call me to tagg along cannot meh?
UNHAPPY..!! ANGRY!!!
i had nothing to say but SORRY.
but rmb the felling i get.. u all will never understand.
i lost sumone who love me very much b4.

early dimisses

2008-09-09T23:37:00.005-07:00

Edited post.
HELLO!! :)
Today i was release at 1.15..
nothing special happen in school = nothing to post about.
dun have cca. so went home.. ltr meeting pi. =DDD
she say she is going to give moon cake to her uncle?
i asked her to use postage. but is moon cake. i dunno can anot leys. =P
.
.
.
.
okay continue where i left..
went out with pi to woodlands.
brought my ear piece..
& pi took her fone to repair..
i think it would very diffcult to contact her.. :'(
she had bring her fone for repair many tymes le.
but it's still the same.
pi! u need a new fone larhs.
quickly get a new one. :DD
well.. i'm doing my hmwk.. shall go off continue my hmwk..
byes. take care all.
:DD

survey

2008-09-09T05:23:00.003-07:00

well its quiz time!
/-requested by pei yi LARHS.
[1]The person who pass you this quiz ??
Pei yi.
[2]Your relationship with her?
laoporh's father. my father-in-law. + one of the bestie.
[3]Your 5 impressions of her ?
1.kind
2.caring
3.cute
4.Lame
5. blur sotong.
[4]The most memorable thing she has done for you?
everything. is alot to say.
[5]The most memorable words she said to you?
ermm.. idk.. when i think back i only rmb tat she called:"ah xi.. "
[6]If she becomes your loverlover ?
lover lover? my lover's lover????
[7]If she becomes your lover, what he/she should improve on ?
Idk..go ask her lover lorhs.
[8]If she becomes your enermy?
diffcult. she dun hate ppl.. i won't hate her.
[9]If she becomes your enermy, the reason would be ?
i do sumthing that make her hate me deep down.
[10]The most desired thing you want to do for her now is ?
wadeva.. if she msg me now & requested me to do stm for her. i'll just do it.
[11]Your overall impression of her is ?
kind..& blur!
[12]How do you think people around you would feel about you ?
go & ask them. idk
[13]Characteristics you <3 about yourself are?
unique.. cuz everyone has a unique character in them.
[14]On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are ?
my temper.
[15]The most ideal person you want to be is ?
NO one. i just love who i am now. it make me feel i'm unique.
[16]For people who care&like you, say something to them .
PLEASE CONTIUNE TO CARE FOR ME TILL THE DAY I DIE. ILY.
[17]Pass this quiz to 9people that you wish to know how they feel about you ?
SRY...
i dun wish to know how they feel about me.
i feel tat i'd nothing to feel about. =.-

well today went to school. - -'''
i thought i will be late to school.
but i didn't!! =DD
i reach there JUST on tyme. =DD
first period was english working on the compre ? compo?
i didn't pay attention..
& i fall asleep.
i'm sry but it far too boring & i'm tired.
& e-math. doesn't have the mood.
than sit down there dreaming waiting for my mood to return..
& chem.. wtf. juz hate it.
same thing.. i didn't pay attention i was happily drawing rubbish. (wen ting 大姐大。）=DD
she will kill me if see tis post. xD
*RING* recess tyme!!
waaa fill my stomach with food. - - ''
than ART... omg i draw a mouth.. & ms tan say NOT BAD..
NOT BAD.. it means *evil laughing*
wth my post had become dramatic.
than... than...
2:15... WENT homed. =DD
reached home.. quickly changed & went to BED..
Wahahaha.. i'm damn tired. it will be a long week. D:
wake up and had dinner.
& NOW I've BLOG FINISH..!!
byes..
tdy post is kinda boring.
EVERYONE JIAYOUS FOR EOY..
tgt we work as one alryte?
=D

street u dhe best.

2008-09-08T03:42:00.002-07:00

HARLOW..
after a week of slacking..
i'm back to school =DDDD
everyone does?? - -''
i'm damn high now.
& sumone is hotting in her ass.( damn it! can't believe i'm de-proving my english ) *dun wan say tat bitch name larhs. RESPECT.. wahaha =DD
Tis post shall post in singlish.. Broken english.. lousy english.. WAhaha..
tdy cca was a slacking one. =DDD
ohh yarh..
omfg!!!! i in love with street dance. but no yoga for me larhs. please? *innocent face*
ohhh wadeva..
now i know how despo is guys =P
today when i went to bus stop at around 7.30 am.. reached inter
so get down of dhe bus at interchange and a guy seem 19? 20? 21? came and ask me wanna to be friend?
but waaaa how nice!!! 106 was infront of me. =DD so i used it as an excuse. =DD
i say :"ermm i'm late for school. byes."
Whahahahah... how stupid of him.. i damn early for school lorhs. =X
is guy cock eye or wad?
i nv thought tat they would want to be friend with a ugly Li xia. =P
so sch sch.. argue with mr chow.. tat old frog.
making so much noise infront of me.
than i can't see the whiteboard.
so i said :" mr chow i can't see..!!! "
he :" lixia i know wad i'm talking.."
me thinking inside " Lol he can talk on the other side of the classroom rite."
so i repied" no.. i'm saying i can't see the white.." ( i haven say finish)
he cut my words and say :"dun let me chase u out of the classroom uh!"
than FINE u old naggy frog.. idk y i feel lyk calling him FROG.
than i repied : " ya ya ya wadeva. "
chey.. spoilt my little mood. zZz..
ermmmm.. *thinking* still have wad uh??
ai ya. dunno larhs.
than 5.40++ going home..
Wahaha & here BLOGGING. =DDD
wahahaha..
okay tat's enough..
i'm too lazy to check my spelling mistake & typos..
byes..

life wasn't having what u want but wanting what u have..
dance wasn't having wad u dance but dancing with wad u have.
my style wasn't having wad i wear but wearing wad i have.

#i'm so clever tat sumtymes even i,myself dunno wad i'm talking.

NO emo.

2008-09-07T06:50:00.002-07:00

Firstly.. going to THANKS everyone who trying to cheer me up :D
i'm not going to EMO lerh.
yes. not worth it.
i know.
i will try.
chocolate always help.
=D

sudden wanted to post

2008-09-05T23:24:00.006-07:00

Back here blogging again.. random one. i suggest dun read it is better..
dunno Y feel lyk posting.
my mood not ~~good~~ larhs..
~~ltr going to bring my math wkst to anna's house.~~
hope she will teach me and not vomiting blood.. LOL
alryte. ytd slept at 5 am.. & tdy wake up at 8 am.
let me count....
is about 3hours. can't sleep larhs.
monday school reopen liaos SIAN.. D:
i put 2 post in blog so people won't miss the post i posted ytd. =D
okay rushing off... ~

我做对了吗？
我不知道。心很messy.. ( direct translate.)
我已经很明白了。
我会放弃。。。
原来你从来没有爱过我。。
forget it larhs.
think so much and it's still useless. what's the point?
你以前把我当什么？为什么要用爱来伤害我？我做错了什么？
放心吧。我会很自动的离开。。
~~mayb 她才是你值得爱的人。~~

thanks you.

2008-09-05T10:59:00.004-07:00

Back here blogging again. =D
with a faking smile.

wadeva. who seem to cares?

today wake at 12pm + ?

wi jio-ed me to go study at mos burger at around 2. LOL.

mos burger ?. is b'cuz anna love the milk tea too much..

so bo bian larhs..

reached there and i found out i forgot to bring the math wkst with me..

how to ask anna?? o my tian..

nvm i studied my English assessment..

than i check dictionary for better understanding but it seem worst b'cuz i can't understand the chim Chinese word in my fone.

after awhile getting boring..

than.. than...

sms-ed pi ask for basketball =p.

than.. than.. (sry i've no mood.)

went home and now blogging. D:

some fotos to share.

i can't believe i smiled so widely. =X

They R jus my loves ones.

alrtye is 2am now..

byes..

post soon.

我想知道她哪里比我好很多。

她让你痴心是什么？

你们要快乐。

played in the rain.

2008-09-03T08:50:00.005-07:00

Harlow. lets JUMP!!
yes! JUMP..
=DD
today was soo fun cans??
around 3 went to play basketball with wi and pi. o.o?
yes is raining but it has stop. we thought it won't rain again.. but it rains again??
than pi and me decide to play in the rain.. =D
is fun.. =D
after tat.. tired than went to buy ice cream to eat. ^^ did u hear that? ICE CREAM ! =D
is f*kiing cold. but yet we feel lyk eating ice cream - -''
being a siao char bor wasn't that bad. at least i dun need to care about what others think about me.
so after eaten our ice cream and slacked awhile we went to basketball-ing again.
after we become smelly.. we stop and sitted awhile.. chit chat listen to songs..
than went home.
after that 7.30pm meet up again went to mac to revise and do some hmwk.
10+ went to walk around.. & 11pm went home taken some fotos. =DD

omfg. xD tis actually look abit funny. =DD

alryte tyme for bed everyone..
gd nites.
byes.
=D

在雨中的感觉很好。
没有人看得出眼角流的是泪还是雨水。。
我会over come it..
to think it back it's only 2 mon 3 weeks plus plus..
but it seem it took me hundreds yrs..
会慢慢习惯那种寂寞。。
自己过没有什么不好。

sept.

2008-09-01T20:00:00.006-07:00

harlow. morning =DDD
juz back from phy make up lesson. [ eh! i did not fail my phy uh. tis make up lesson was for everyone ] :)
one hour nia.
the one hour passed so fast. =.- learn new chapter. :O
Tmr still have again. =D
so bored.. and decide to post about ytd.
Yesterday. monday 01/09/08
thinking that it's tyme for me to do some thing about my wardrobe. but there is two pile of clothes haven wash so.. xD next tyme larhs.
i packed my computer table... is clean and neat now. :D no more paper flying around.
so i was packing while listening to song in my com...
i get some new song from tian jia. i ask him to help me find xD
thanks.
at about 4.15+ jian ping ask me that i want to watch movie?? with wi and pi is going too. :DD
we actually plan to watch the movie at 5.30pm at cause way.. but i was late. xD
so we watched the moviee at 6.50pm thanks to me :DD
wall.E.. i feel lyk calling it E.wall. - - ''
dunno y. =/
after we brought ticket.s we went to the super market to buy tibits. we was there laughing..
some ppls get irritated :D and when we saw an apple near the counter... it look lyk an fake apple. =X i ask pi to bit one mouth to see it is real. =.-
*skip*
the moviee is funny and nice.. first few minutes does not have human language.
so wi and me so =.- we can't understand robot language larhs. but there is subtittle.
i can say that wall.E was cute :DDD
after he fall in love with another robot. :DD
cute larhs. but the last part i didn't have the mood to watch o'rdy.
I want To go Toilet. x.x
but overall i judge the movieee 7 over 10..
:D anyways just for entertainment.
after watching moviee i we went to shop and around 9:++ mrt-ed our way home. :D
while jp and wi went home.. mi and pi went to chit chat. xD
too much to say. :D went home and play com awhile.. than went to do phy hmwk.
& went zZzzz.. wahaahaaahaa..

holiday :DD ppls do enjoy ue holiday yea?
我会記得要忘記。
我放下了吗？

i clean room.

2008-08-31T08:58:00.005-07:00

Edited post
Harlow! :D
Guess wad ???
i Finally clean my room today..
i change the messy and dusty room into a clean clean room :DD
but still have thing not done yet.
gotta clean my fan's dust and air-con de.
& my wardrobe should be pack :D my computer table too. :DD
i shall do it tmr( if no one jio me out xD i love playing the most. :D )
now is 12:++ am now.. so i gotta contiuned tmr. xD
haha i'm sleepy now
tired.. haha
but worth it. cuz i earn a clean room :D
not going to mess it again.
HahHa..
i'm ready for bed.xD
byes earth
*went off*
shouted : " bed here i come !!! "
Lol drama. =.-

happy teacher day

2008-08-29T03:28:00.003-07:00

To all teachers : HAPPY TEACHERs' DAY!!!

direct post read it if u wan to.
:DD teacher celebration was great..
singer , dancer and MC r perfect :DD
i saw ping performing. :DDD
but if it could end eariler than tat will super ultra great :DD
got my repost book. :D
english - b3 :'(
chinese - b3 :'(
add math - f9 ._. :'O
math - A1 :DD
science - c6 :'(
comb. humanities - A2 :)
Art - c5.. idk where mark i lose at. but i'm damn unhappy with tis result.
going to improve add-math , sci & art.
than it will be perfect. :DD
after that i rushed to lianhua..
i did not get the chance to see Amanda and pohling as they had to go first.
!%^$%&#$
nuber wait for me de lorhs. xD
but i saw alot of pri school friends.. i had foget most of them .. xD even if i know i oso had to ask who R they first.. or else ltr i call wrong ._.
than after i did not manage to find teacher D:
so all faces sian sian de. FINE GO HOME lorhs.

asked who want to go out. face still sian sian de.
nvm. i dun wan to go out with ppl tat is sian sian de.
idk how to describe their face with other words larhs =X
fine lo. i rather sleep. lyk wad their face show.
ok la wi still okay larhs but she is still wanting to rush home. cannot say hao than go home meh.
than i know a person sure wouldn't go with us larhs. does care who call her first she jus want to go with 'new friends.' (i not pretty sure but tis is wad happening EVERYTYME.)
Argh. mood damn bad now.
everytyme wan to go out oso so diffcult.
EVERYTYME.
slept and wake up but the anger stay.
i hate it hate it..

bye i've no mood.
being direct in tis post.
lyk it or not.. RMB tis is my blog.

thanks

2008-08-28T02:25:00.006-07:00

FIRST.. i wish to thanks wenting for her help tis morning. <3
This moring is raining really big lorhs.
When i wake up & the sky was alryte.
i went to bathe.. and half hear the raining sound.. i was praying that it would stop quickly. B'cuz i'm lazy to bring the only one big umbrella. =.- can't believe a 3 rm flat only have 1 big umbrella.
so after dried my hair._.changed,tied my hair. the rain became smaller so i faster went down hoping it won't rain again.
but when i went down.. on my way to bus stop,, i found the rain drop getting bigger and bigger. LOL
is going to rain again. omfg! =.-
so i ran to the bus stop but my hair wet lerh larhs. D':
i sms-ed wenting.
so we call.. talk.. sms-ed.
than she say i shall w8 for her at the bus stop where i need to get down and walk to school.
so i w8 for her lorhs. she came with a taxi :DDD
i got up the taxi and off we go to school. :D
so in taxi.. a traffic jam =.=
than i was talking to wenting. & i was beary cold. xD
she lent me her jacket... THANKS.
ok with her warm jacket.. but it's damn big xD haha..
many ppls was asking y did i wear a big big jacket to sch? :D
-& say i act cute? =.- i cold oso act cute? it's mean i nv act oso beary cute liao lorhs. :D
BHB. :DD
so normal lesson.
we can go off at 1 pm.. than wen ting want to pei her to west mall b'cuz she wanted to pei jia jun to return books. than okays lorhs. i oso can go walk walk. :D
than reach home at abt 2.++?
we walk out of wm at 2.20 lyk tat. so bus-ed home with jia jun.
jia jun oso brought ear piece.. i oso wan.. MUMMY... D:
my ear piece spoilt lyk hell liaos.
went home and played com..
than now blogging.
i found out that actually that.. i nv had tyme for friends.
tdy post about my besties (the one i hand out in sch or outside). :D

wi : THANKS being the one that nv fail to make me laugh. :D haha the shortest in my friend list. (actually not larhs. still got anna :D) no offence uh. thanks teaching me math sumtyme. xD. i know i'm diffcult to teach. see u vomiting blood everytyme. xD hahha.

pi : even though i dunno y u changed so much.. but THANKS being the one who stand by my side, hear me when i'm sad or high... the one always give in to me. :D

anna : LOL!( wad to say uh??? ) hahha. THANKS for being siao with me. :DDD dun hao lian ur math & ur sci hor. haha anyways u nv hao lian b4.. :DD

got anna got wi got pi cannot dun have stella ryte?

stella : even though we dunno each other beary well but soon :DDD we shall be best friends soon. :DD

linda : i dunno how u feel of me =X but anyways THANKS for staying with me when i'm bored , when i'm blur, when i'm blue. thanks for the acompany in school :DD

wenting : hahha. oso the one who give in to me most of the tyme. haahha THANKS for ur entertainment when sumtyme i disturb u even u r busy. =X..

chor ah jie (ying xue) : CHEER UP alryte? Lol. study hard.

n...

class mates, wan yu, li syuan , devy , shermaine and many many larhs. : jia yous for studiess alryte. 3e3 rocks to the cord. =X

523.co : the past tyme memoriies when we were young will nv be forgotten. :DD

if sum of u wasn't here. i'm sry i could not think anymore. but u all R loved as well. :DDD
i will try to change my bad attitude i promise.

byes. loves

him:idkyuleftmebutistillmissubearymuch.idreamofulastnite.=xidream-edthati hadthechancetohuguagain... idunwishtowakeupbutnochoices. i'vetofacethefact.. rmbfindurownhappiness.. ily.
i know is my fault not hoilding u back. but my first thought was since u wan to go than i shall let go. cuz u r cold to me anyways... idk. i really regret.. but i scare to hold ur hands again bcuz i scare u will be cold again. i dun wan to be the one tat keep on holding. i'm sorry if i hurt u in sum ways.

xD

2008-08-26T07:04:00.003-07:00

Harlow.. back here blogging again xD..

Today topic is on my blog song :DD
=.= (?)

i'm going to tell y i like tis song soooo much. :DD

*note: u may be able to understand wad i'm talking in this post. xDD

Never had a dream come true. [i nv had a dream cum true.]

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind

One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time [ i had regret when the day u left me. i regret i did not hold u back. ]

There's no use looking back or wondering [ but i know there no use to look back anymore.]

How it could be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go [ i did not let u go until today.]

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you [ i never wanted to believe love again but till the day i met u.]

Even though I pretend that I've moved on [u may think i've move on & i'm happy but i can say i'm not]

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say [ i dun have the guts to say]

You're the one I think about each day [imy]
And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you [ i want to be with u]

Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time [the tyme when i was with u. the whole world seem to be mine. ]

and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it should be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will

Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering

Because love is a strange and funny thing [ yes it is]

No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye [ goodbye wasn't the ending i want. ]

No no no no

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say (words to say)

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

A part of me will always be with you

anyways i jus can say tis song tells my soul.
tis song let me think of u but at the same tyme it tell me that there no use thinking of u anymore.

the one in pink :D i wrote.

laugh hard if u could. x.x

life is boring. my mind is -blank-

i wasted paper to write rubbish today.

friends face was (=.-)

they can never understand.

YES, i am a silly fool. i agree.

an other silly thing make no different. i know is silly but i just want to do it. b'cuz silly is me. :D

i pixel it due some thing tat can't be seem in light. =X

jk~! :D

haha pixel cuz i dun wish let ppl see the whole details.

alrtye a bit too much words.

thanks for reading, guys.

byes. :DD

changing song.

2008-08-24T03:53:00.002-07:00

Harlow earth.! :D
if u have notice.
there is sum changes in my blog. xD
there is no more Archiving o'rdy.
:DD
&&&---
i changed my blog song :DD
here the lyrics.
NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE.
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

wonderful. :D
i can it is a nice song. :DD
i dun have it ;'(
who have can sent it to me??
okay byes. :D
keep in tune for the next post :D
i'm soooo happy today :DD

2008-08-21T05:20:00.005-07:00

Harlow,
mood not very good larhs.
idky.
no mood to post anyways no one seem to care.
no one will come to my blog.
no one care to reads my blog.
yes i dun care if got ppl reads my blog mah.
bcuz a blog is jus to make me feel better.
a good friend of mine. of cuz not forgetting tears.
i found myself three good friends. not bad uh.
i intro them to u all.
1) tears, accompany me when I'm lonely. she won't get angry even though i was with ppls & forgetting abt her. sumtyme she make me feel better.
2) wall, accompany me when i'm bored. a listening ear of mine.
3) bloggie, share my sadness,anger and happiness. kept my memories for me.

these best friends they nv gotta the chance to leave me, they r aways there for me.
i know wall cant understand human language but it always care to listen to me.
my life had them so i'm NOT ALONE.
i'm scare of being lonely. yes i do.
i tried many ways to entertain myself. i tried many to keep myself high.
i hate it. becuz all r jus acting.
the faking smile. i dun wish to see it on my face.

loner will always be a loner.
i will use to it.
living in fear. i hate being left alone.
friends told me.. i wasn't left alone.
but their action tells me that i'm being left behind.
y everyone is lyk tat nowadays.

maybe i'm jus too tired
but i jus wake up from my sleep.
the last msg sent. today.
but one msg only.
monday...
a few.
tuesday.
none.
wednesday.
none.
thursday
one.
my fone is dead with me.
friends only msg me when they need me.
why?
making use of me is the reason y they was friend with me?
or wad? i can't understand humans. even myself.

being very moody.
wadever.
byes.

wad a day.

2008-08-20T07:29:00.002-07:00

harlow.
the unlucky girl is here to update again.
:DD
tdy went to sch as per normal.
mr lee nv cum. so finally i had one free period.
it had been a long tyme i did not have any free period.
:DD
so happy. so chatted with farah about pri sch life.
the silly,stupid thing we do when we r small xD
SMALL.. haha lil kids.
than last period was E math.
take back test paper that we did on monday.
cher mark fast siol. xD
i get 20/25.
no improvement same marks as the test b4 this test.
so A1 larhs. :DD
but u know wad?
my Add- math is F9. & E math is A1.
waaa both is math but y the marks got so much different ?
must work hard for Add-math ,chem & ss.
tis three weak sub.i damn suck at add-math larhs.
LOL.
okays enough of saying studies.
i called myself as unlucky girl b'cuz tdy when i bus-ed my way to interchange.
& when the bus reached the inter. i get down the bus.
at the moment i went down the bus i trip and almost fall.
so natural human reaction is to grab sum thing so u won't fall.
so without thinking i pull the guy in front of me..
omg. haha so dui lian larhs. is so embarrassing tat i oso shouted. :X
than the guy asked me if i'm okay... so i ans yes and thanks you. and i walk off quicky.
than my leg is damn painful larhs. ._.
thinking tat when i went to the Q where bus 945 was, than pretend nothing happen. but the guy oso taking 945. omfg. :X
i dun wan to face him larhs. so dui lian.
than nvm act act awhile lyk nothing happen.
& bus 945 came..
reached my stop & going to alight o'rdy.
i trip at the stair agian!!!! F.~~
look lyk a blur kia.
& i saw the guy smile. i know larhs he wanted to laugh but he nv laugh it out. D:<
how blur can i be??
zZz :DD but lucky the bus does not have any ppls that i know or else i will be damn pai seh.
okays. so thats my tdy. :D
bye for now.
dudes take cares.
posting everyday :X can't promise uh.

maybe

2008-08-19T05:44:00.003-07:00

It's tyme to update u guys about my life again! xD.
harlow. :DD
as per normal.. i went to school.
being moody but after awhile i get high again =.-
& disturb ppl lyk wad i always do.
but tdy art so quite boring.
i done my paper cutting & cher ask me to improve on it.
so okays lorhs. do wad she say. there always no harm listening to teachers. :DD
i'm guai kia worx. xD
so yesterday i had my e math test.
still okay but i'm not confident tat i would pass.
so tdy i'm tired. i went home after school & in bus saw kc.
alryte say hello & byebye.
than went home sleep.
i wake & look in the sky thought that i'm late for sch... =.-
LOL. blur.

i rmb sumthing not done. !!!
i haven finish the tee shirt design tat wi they all wants me to do.
to make our friendship tee. :D
i've run out of ideas.
dudes, mind giving me some idea???
i shall go pick out some street art style and see if it helps.
:DD

byes for now. :D
i think my emo days R going to end soon. :DD

imy

2008-08-17T07:54:00.002-07:00

okays actually locked my blog for a couple of days.
but unlock now. -.-.
wadever. i dun have the mood.
My first tyme ton-ing outside. :DD
ytd i went home at abt 6.40+
than went out again at 8.
so i didn't have the tyme to blog larhs.
LOL.
well..
tdy was fun. but i'm tried and i'm feeling very very (idk wad the feeling but it sucks alot) inside.
idk how to Xplain it.
went to west coast.
and 523 than 531 basketball.
than posting now.
i dunno y.. i'm dying inside.
i'm worried abt my e math test but at the same tyme i'm feel sumthing missing.
i dunno wad it is.
nvm i'll be okay.

2 month 1 day.
u may had forget me but i didn't.
ismy.
i miss the merry go round we walk as we dunno where to go.
i miss the tyme with u at the playground.
i miss the tyme when i saw u waiting for me.
anyways i really do u miss alots.

who dun wan to be the first? who dun wan to be important ? who dun wan to be pretty?who dun wan to be smart?who dun wan to be loved by the one whom u love too?

byes there is sumthing wrong with blogger. =X

2008-08-11T07:54:00.002-07:00

Harlow dudes.
Due to some reason...
my blog is still so boring cans?
i wanted to change blogskins but i could find one i lyk.
i want to learn making blogskins. :DD
i will try someday. :0
so the weekend is still okay okay.

YTD.
too sian jio-ed wi to go walk walk..
than went to playground chit chat.
saw many ppls playing basketball...
marcus came too.
too long nv see him lerh worx..
ZzZ

TDY.
early in the morning wake up..
need to go make my I C .
than the foto taken by the aunty damn ugly lorhs.
she say must see the eye brown.. than okay lorhs.
i pin up..
than my face so fat larhs fatty :DD
my I C will be damn ugly larhs. xD
than went shop shop.
i nagged my sis for not bring me to hair cut..
than she bring to the supercut shop. =.-
so i (p.s the aunty nt i cut my own hair uh ) cut my hair. (fei hua)
now hair style still okay. nt long long lerhs.
than i brough a jacket at bugis street.
i lyk it larhs. :DD
Thank sis.
than after tat mrt-ed our way home.
my art sure tio kan liaos.
haven do finish.
sian 1/2 .

tat my life. :DD
wanted to know more?
check it out at.. here.!!! :DD
i'm too bored.

ohh ya..
gotta share one uncle with u all.
tat day.
the uncle : " 你读那一个school? "
me : "ohh yusof ishak lorhs "
the uncle : " o. 我知道那个 you suck i suck secondary school. 对吗? "
me : " 不是不是 you suck i suck. 是 yusof ishak.. "
the uncle: " 对啦．you suck i suck. "
me : " ohhh... okay.. 对对对."
tis uncle damn funny larhs
he pronounce wrongly still though he is correct.
wth.
i wanna to laugh oso can't.
MUST RESPECT.
lao uncle mah.
who can blame ? HAHAHAHA...
i laugh here. :DDD
alryte bye.
cya.
there is a thousand reason for u to smile. smile dudes.

2008-08-09T08:42:00.002-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SIGNAPORE.

Tdy early in the morning went to the national thingy.
crap here crap thr.
shout lyk mad.
:DDD
since very long i wanted shout..
due to stress.
hais than just now want my sis house she had the house warming tdy.
so go lorhs DAMN boring cans?
than sitted down thr sms-ed wi.
than after tat headed home.
than here blogging.
MY MOOD IS GETTING WORST & WORST EACH DAY.
idk. everyone seem happy nowaday.
but not me. i'm smiling but inside i'm dying.

i dun know how much further my life can go..
tdy i think alot.
i dun mind waht ppl say o'rdy.
why care so much?
i dun need your love to live anymore.
y make myself so sad bcuz of u?
forget it.
我不会去找自己要的快乐.
因为一次又一次的受到伤害.
我喜欢自己一个人的快乐.
男人是什么?

tis is guys..

2008-08-08T08:48:00.003-07:00

well.. here blogging again.

Tdy does not need to go to sch.. so rotted at home.

Ytd! Thursday i sleep at 7 pm and wake up tdy at 7 am.

how pro can i be? :DD

so sms-ed wi to ask if she can go out .. than she said she is going to Malaysia with Anna.

okay fine rot alone.

anyways I'm loner wad. who care.

but so surprise she cum so early & we wented wm to buy some thing tat i need for art.

i'm doing paper cutting :DD

so walk walk walk & saw SHERMAINE & AMANDA.

miss them so walk towards & chatted awhile.

:DD

okay tdy is boring nth much to say.

so actually rotted at home with my com & found sumthing tat really pull down my mood rate.

hais.

yes. IMY so much tat i can't even say it.

i agree... all guys R the same =.-

tis wad i'm feeling ryte now.

the tears i use to shed had dry up.

i have gave up hope.

go emo. ! :DDD

为什么?

i can't understand guys..

they could say how much they love u & hope to be with u.. but once u r longer there..

they turn fast & got a new again.

so what they take girls as? TOY?

like it like it take us dun like it trown away?

wtf.

if i could know which guy is doing tis to me.

i shall peel off his skin.

i kept holding on to my tears & i shall walk away.

Tmr need to go sch. :x

sian 1/2..

cya :D

byes.

is green. :DD